VII

You, Whom I Love
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"Even with everything we have, we still fall." 

Today was the day where everything ended. Where his heart was no longer filled with happiness. 

 

"You are working today?" Donghae asked, as hyukjae placed his breakfast down on the table. Hyukjae took a seat down before he nodded. Hyukjae noticed how restless the other was in his chair but didn't comment on it. Yesterday, while donghae was sleeping, he had received a text message from her. Hesitating for about 20 minutes, he decided to read it and realized that donghae had actually invited her to their house. His eyes immediately welled up in tears. How dare he bring her to their house, the only place that holds their memories and no one else's but now he is trying to involve her in? He decided to end the misery he is living in. He was done being in the dark corner. He wants justice for once. Everyone has their limit, and hyukjae has reached his long ago but decided that today is the day where he needs to confront his love. Though the tugging on his heart didn't go unnoticed. 

 

" Are the people there nice to you?" Donghae asked, taking another bite from his bacon. Hyukjae has learned that donghae tends to beat around the bush a lot before making his point, like what he is doing now. 

 

"They are very patient with me which i am thankful for. " Hyukjae answered, a little coldly to be honest.

 

"What time do you end today?" There it was. He prayed for donghae to never as this question but he did. Was this the end for them?

 

"They are going to close late today as they are streaming a soccer match live. Maybe around 1?" A lie. They were closing at 6 today but hyukjae wanted to know if it was really true. He wished it wasn't but he knows it the truth. 

"This is sudden but have you done it with donghae?" Hyukjae was flustered at the frank question and he could feel his face heating up as they both stared at hyukjae, anticipating an answer. Hyukjae nodded meekly.

 

" I knew it!"

 

"Was he big?"

 

"enough!" Sungmin screeched a little and side hugged hyukjae. Kyuhyun scoffed.

 

" Tell us about how you met donghae. I have seen pictures of him through siwon and boy does he look hot but he doesn't look friendly." Sungmin asked, seating down as there were no customers.

 

" Well we met at a cafe, he was asking me where the restroom was when it was right behind him." Hyukjae chuckled as the memories came into his mind. Hyukjae must be lying if he said that donghae's looks didn't swoon him but his character was what melted him the most.

 

" Say if donghae wasn't that good looking, will you still date him?" Sungmin asked. They cafe was empty because it was closing time soon. Kyuhyun was leaning against the wall with his arms folded, waiting for an answer from hyukjae. Hyukjae smiled, rubbing his nape.

 

"Well, he is very handsome but i fell for his personality." 

 

"eh hey, you are so in love." Sungmin sang as he placed an arm around hyukjae's shoulder. Now, he wasn't so sure. He knows that he still loves donghae but what about donghae himself? 

 

"Well i have a great personality too." Kyuhyun said, leaning in to hyukjae but was soon pushed by sungmin. Kyuhyun laughed and hyukjae joined in too. He was happy to have found them as he had just realized, they were the only get away he has from the reality in his own house. 

 

it was around 7 when Sungmin bid his farewell as he was taking his own car home. Hyukjae decided to wait for kyuhyun as the watched the brunette lock the cafe up. 

 

" let me drop you off." Kyuhyun offered.

 

" No it alright, i don't want to bother you."

 

" I insist." Hyukjae couldn't say no anymore.

 

They were in kyuhyun's car and he couldn't help but notice how well off this man was. His car was an Audi R8, with tinted windows and when the latter turned the steering wheel, he took a peek at his watch to realize that the man was wearing an Emporio Armani watch. Not something that a normal barista would wear.

 

" So where do you stay again?" Hyukjae quickly said his address. All of a sudden, his heart felt heavy as he started to break in cold sweat. He was going back to his home. His house where he had told donghae that he will end off at 1. Here he was, the clock showing 7:24pm, seating in the car moments away from the truth. He couldn't help but pray that whatever has happened that past few weeks were all just him over reacting. He wished to see donghae with his comfortable home clothes just seating there at the living room, beaming his boyish grin as he enters. He hope that tonight, his relationship will not end. The relationship that he is deep into.

 

"We are here." Kyuhyun announced. Hyukjae managed to mutter a thank you as he wobbled out of the car. Kyuhyun noticed how the latter looked so pale all of a sudden but didn't want to ask anything. He had just told him to give him a text as soon as he was home and was pleased when hyukjae nodded.

 

Hyukjae wanted to throw up as the nervousness was too much to bear. He wanted to scream as the red flashing lights on the screen ind

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sujuELF11
#1
Chapter 9: I cried in every damn chapter!!!! WTH donghae!!?>:( hyukkie baby...T^T I want to hug him tightly so bad!:"( please someone, anyone give him a hug..>.< T-T this breaks my heart so much...x(
Hope you don't give up on this fic, please:(
bigbanglover97
#2
Please update dear authornim :'(
Akshahae #3
Chapter 9: Please update the next chapter...
YourEunhaeverse
#4
Chapter 9: I was suddenly thirsty for some sad/broke/angsty Eunhae fics and this is one that I automatically think of! This story always seems to churn my emotions on whether to feel sad for Hyukjae angry at Donghae and annoyed at both Miyeon and Leeteuk. I feel sad for Hyukjae for the pain the person he loves had caused him, anger towards Donghae for being indecisive and selfish, annoyed at Leeteuk for just allowing his friend to make bad decisions, and also annoyed at Miyeon because its women like her, who choose to enter into a relationship as a third party fully aware of the partner/wife/spouse, who are truly the despicable ones.
While reading chapter 8 and how Donghae looks at his and Hyukjae's picture gets me burning with rage at how could both Miyeon and Donghae casually act together in their home with evidences and traces of Hyukjae. Both are disgusting and at some point they do deserve to suffer, emotionally and socially. From the story both hold positions which people respect but with their crime toward Hyukjae, I think others deserve to not respect them as much. To think that Miyeon is a teacher.
Though I love Hyukjae and Donghae together, I think what's best is time for both to decide on whether to continue seeking for forgiveness due to love for the other, in Donghae's case, or to decide if his love for Donghae will help him forgive the other, in Hyukjae's case.
Sorry if my comments a bit long! Thank you for this story it gives me inspiration and gets my mind and emotions running.
de_m00n
#5
Chapter 9: :( I want both Hyuk and Miyeon left Donghae..
SilentOne43
#6
Chapter 9: Well.. I hate Donghae here..
He was given a chance but still chose to lie...

It's better for them to break up. .
kina_kirana #7
Chapter 9: Can i throw a brick to Donghae stupid head?
starlightelf
#8
Chapter 9: I seriously hate hae in this fic...how can he lie even after hyuk asked him...stupid fool...hope hyuk doesn't forgive him
Thanks for updating ^^
2H-FisHyuk
#9
Chapter 9: this is intense! I hate donghae, even though I know everyone makes mistake but cheating is beyond it. Hyukjae did the right thing, left donghae and I hope donghae learn his lesson. Cheating... I just cant
sayhyukkie #10
Chapter 9: This storu is so realistic, i mean this what people in real life will do ofc. Even tough i dont want donghae with that girl either