10

Yoona's POV

“Jess are you mad at me?” I cutely asked the sulking girl. I excused myself from the others to call Jessica out for breakfast. They let me

because they thought she was asleep and they were all too scared to wake her up.

“Hmmph.” Jessica replied and put the blanket over her head. Great just great, I'm in really big trouble......

“Aigoo our Sooyeon is sulking at her deer.” I turned my cuteness on, Jessica could never resist my cuteness. But I still got no response.

“Sica~~Sica-yah~~Sica-chu~~~” I tried everything, but nothing was working.

“You're really mad at me aren't you.” I said in a soft tone, which got a small nod from the girl that had her back still facing me.

“But why? I mean we weren't doing anything wrong. Tiffany accidentally burned her finger and..”

“That's not the point here Yoona.” she cut me off, finally turning around to face me. I nervously gulped because Jessica rarely called me

by my name and when she does that means that I did something bad. Very bad.

“Then what's wrong?” I asked, taking a seat on the edge of the bed.

“You should know.” She replied.

“I can't read your mind Jess, I won't know what's bothering you until you tell me. So please tell me what's wrong so that I can fix it.”

“You really don't know?” she asked and I shook my head no.

“You know that Fany is in love with you, but yet your still so close and touchy with her. Your doing all these things for her that make her

fall more and more in love with you.”

“I'm not that touchy with her, and I was just helping her just now. You know how I am Jess.”

“I know, and that's the problem. You're just so perfect that everyone falls for your charms. In the past you were my Yoona just mine

alone. Now your this famous business woman that everyone wants a piece of and it scares me that one day your just going to leave me

behind.” Jessica confessed.

“Don't you trust me?”

“Of course I do, it's just I don't trust some people out there.”

“You know what, that's how I felt too.” I confessed.

“What do you mean?”

“Everything that you just said was exactly what I felt when we first got together. I mean who would have thought that THE Jessica Jung

was dating me, a fan. Back then I always felt scared that one day you would leave me. I just felt so scared and insecure. That's why I left

remember? So that I can be someone that's worthy of your love. To be someone that can proudly say that I am Jessica Jung's girlfriend.

To be someone that isn't just on the ground looking up at the night sky, hoping that I can be a star next you.” I confessed.

“I..I...never knew that.You were always so carefree and cheerful, that I didn't even notice your worries...” Jessica looked down, I can tell

she felt guilty.

“It's okay, I never told you, so how could you have known, and besides I trust you. I knew that you love me and that you won't do

anything that can hurt me. So, now, I'm gonna ask you to do the same. Trust me Sooyeon-ah, because I love you. I really really do.” I

assured her, cupping her cheek with my hand, drawing invisible circles.

“I love you too Im Yoona, more than anything else.” She smiled.

“So, c'mon let's go back out there. I'm sure those guys are looking for you.” I smiled and she finally got up.

Jessica and I walked to the living area where the rest of the girls finished setting the table.

“There you guys are” Tiffany beamed while hooking her arm around mine.

“Sorry, this girl just didn't want to wake up.” I lied.

“No worries Yoona, Sica is always like that.” Hyoyeon joked

“What are you guys still doing let's eat!” Sooyoung called out, already putting food on her plate.

“We better hurry or else that shikshin will eat it all.” Tiffany said before dragging me away.

After breakfast I had to bid my goodbye, since I still had to go to the office

“Thanks for having me.” I smiled.

“No, thank you for cooking such heavenly tasting food.” Sooyoung replied, and everyone burst out laughing.

“You're always welcome to cook for us Yoongie. I'm sure Soo would appreciate it.” Tiffany teased, while Sooyoung nodded her head very

intensely.

“Haha I will. So I'll see you guys around.” I waved goodbye

When I got to my car I sent Jessica a quick text.

Try not to skip meals, even if your busy. Have a good day. Love you -Yoong

But I got no reply, so I decided to drive to work instead. She might be in the shower.

I will. -Jess

Came her short reply after I arrived at the office. I smirked to myself knowing the reason

Hmm why do I spy a green monster? Again, Fany is just a friend. You trust me right? – Yoona

I trust you. And I know she is, it's just...I just don't like it when others are so touchy feely with you... -Jess

You know how Fany is. But I'll try to keep my distance. – Yoona

Okay, I got it. – Jess

I love you – Yoona

I love you too – Jess

“What's so special about your phone that your smiling like an idiot?” Taeyeon asked, walking into my office with some files in her hand.

“Huh? Nothing.” I smiled, hiding my phone in my pocket.

“Sure, okay.” Taeyeon replied while giving me that playful smirk of hers, while placing the files on my desk.

“Okay fine, you caught me. Jessica and I are kinda back together.” I confessed.

“HEOL DAEBAK! When? Where? How?” she bombarded me with questions, so of course I told her the whole story.

“HAHAHAHAHAHA” Taeyeon laughed that ahjumma laugh of hers after I finished.

“What's so funny?” I pouted. I don't know whats so funny about my happy story. This midget.

“Nothing it's just that I can't believe that the minute you guys got back together you were already in the dog house. Thats gotta be some

kind of record Yoong.” Taeyeon replied, wiping the tears that accumulated from laughing too much.

“Maybe.” I chuckled.

“But Yoona, do you think this is a good idea?” Taeyeon suddenly turned serious.

“I don't know...”

“Well does Tiffany at least know?” She continued, and I stayed mum.

“Look Yoona, I know that Tiffany has feelings for you. Heck I think everyone that has seen you two together can see that, and unless you

do something about it she will just keep falling for you, but your not there to catch her.” Taeyeon replied.

“I know Tae...Fany knows that I can only be her friend, and she's fine with that. Plus it doesn't seem like she's unhappy being just friends.

I mean we're always laughing and having a good time when we hang out.” I tried to back myself up with some evidence

“Yeah, but that's just what it seems like on the outside Yoong. On the inside, I'm sure that her heart is breaking. I mean how would you

feel if you and Jessica were just friends? That even though she knows you have feelings for her, she still won't catch you?” Taeyeon

asked, while making her way towards the door. Ugh I hate how insightful she can be sometimes.

“I...I never thought about it..I....” I whispered to myself. I was literally at a lost for words. Am I really breaking her heart? Should I just stay

away from her until she forgets about what she feels? But Tiffany is my friend...

When Taeyeon was about to walk out of my office she turned around and asked one more question.

“And what would you feel if you find out that Jessica's first love that she can never erase from her heart is none other than her best

friend?”

After Taeyeon left my office, I knew that I had to settle things. I need to tell Tiffany the truth. Grabbing my phone I texted Tiffany.

If your not busy tonight want to have dinner with me? – Yoona

Sure, where and what time? – Tiffany

Our usual, I'll pick you up at 6. – Yoona

Sure. See you then. – Tiffany.

“I hope I'm doing the right thing.” I whispered to myself...

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Taeyeon and I were finishing our lunch in my office, when a I got a call from my dad.

“Hello appa?” I answered, while Taeyeon gave me a sign that she'll head back to her office, so that I can finish the call in private.

“Yoona, are you busy?”

“No appa, just finished having lunch with Tae. Why?” I asked.

“Your umma and I are wondering if you are able to go to dinner with us and the Hwangs tonight. Your umma misses having all of us

together.”

“Ah...but appa Tiffany and I are already having a meal tonight, is it okay if we skip this dinner out?” I asked, I knew that if I don't tell

Tiffany now, I may not have the courage to do it later.

“Of course you two can. Tell me Yoona do you like Tiffany by chance?” my dad suddenly asked me

“Uhm Of course I do appa, she's a great friend.” I honestly replied.

“That's great sweetie! You and Tiffany enjoy your dinner later.” My dad said sounding too happy for some reason.

“Sure appa. Anyways, I got to go. I'll call you later.” I said before ending the call.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

“So what's going on?” Tiffany asked. We finished our dinner and I still haven't told her. I've been procrastinating all evening.. I just don't

have the heart to tell her and ruin her cheerful mood.

“Nothing is going on why do you ask?” I nervously asked, thankful that i'm driving right now so that I don't have to look her in the eyes.

“Well, first you didn't finish your meal... and second, you've been acting weird. Like you want to tell me something.” she replied, with that

knowing smirk of hers.

“Well Miss know it all, one, I wasn't that hungry and two. I'm not acting weird.” I defended myself.

“Okay Yoong sure.” Tiffany replied in english with her valley girl accent.

We finally reached their dorm and I still haven't told her. Dammit Yoona why are you such a coward.

“Thanks for the meal Yoong.” Tiffany smiled, while she headed towards the entrance.

“Fany wait.” I called her, and she turned around.

“I...I need to tell you something.” I nervously said.

“Alright. How about you tell me while we take a walk?” I nodded my head yes.

“So what did you want to say?” she asked, while taking a seat on the swing next to me. We walked to a nearby playground, and the

entire time it was just quiet. Not an awkward silence it was comfortable silence.

“I don't really know where to begin or how to say this?” I replied, burying my head in my hands.

“Well how about I get the ball rolling?” she asked, while my head shot up and turned to look at the eye-smiling princess, confusion written

all over my face.

“Huh?”

“Your going to tell me that Jessi is the girl that your heart can't forget right?” She asked, with a smile on her face, but I can tell from her

eyes that she was holding her emotions in.

“H-h-how did you know?” I asked.

“Earlier when you went to wake her, I kinda heard your conversation...”

“Fany-ah...I...I was going to tell you... I just..” I stumbled over my words at her confession.

“Why do you sound so guilty? It's not like your my girlfriend and I caught you cheating.” She lightly chuckled.

“I..I...I'm sorry Fany.. I really am.” I apologized.

“Yoona you don't need to apologize for anything. You didn't do anythings wrong. So c'mon, let's get back it's getting late, I'm sure that

your still heading to the office early tomorrow.” She smiled.

On our way back to the dorm, I notice that Tiffany tried her best to make sure she walked ahead of me. I caught her bring her hand to her

face, and I knew that she was crying, so I stayed back. She wants to let her emotions out, but she doesn't want me to see, but when we

reached the entrance I couldn't take it anymore. I grabbed her arm, and pulled her into my embrace.

“Fany-ah...I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. Don't tell me that it's okay, because it's not. I've hurt you so many times without realizing it, but yet

you stay by my side. I just..I'm sorry.” I whispered while I hugged her tightly.

“It's okay Yoona, really. I..I..I'm glad we're friends. Uhm...it's getting late.. I better head inside, before the others look for me..” Tiffany

replied, pulling out of my embrace, and quickly headed inside their building.

“Fany-ah....” I whispered, watching her back disappear inside the elevator.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

A/N: okay I know this was long long loooonnnngggg overdue and i'm so sorry. I just go busy with school then I went on a trip with my

family. So yeah.... I wonder if you guys even remember the story since it's been so long keke. Honestly I also had to reread the last

chapter...but I remember the direction I want this story to take again. And I'll try to update again soon...i just don't know when.... also,

forgive me for my typos I just wanted to get this chapter out there for you guys ASAP. But yeah I'll try to update again when I have time..

see you guys later

Rilakkuma out^^V.