She was me with a timid voice and said she wanted to meet me.

I was a bit surprised to receive that phone call from her but I didn’t bother me much. I didn’t care about her or their relationship anymore. Thinking about those things just made me tired.

I found it funny that if they weren’t back together, I would never receive this phone call. Luckily, I have prepared myself, so this was normal.

And Alice, she must be very brave. Oh well, let see what kind of a person she is that Kris couldn’t end their relationship even if he was afraid to lose  his family.

I let her live in peace because she was not the person I should deal with. But she decided to meet me; did she think that I was so mild that she wants to do anything? I still remembered her shy and small voice asking to meet me.

After the phone call, I was curious so I asked him some indirect question like “How’s everything with you and Alice?”

 However, he didn’t seem to know anything about her phone call for me and our meeting. Oh that’s okay too, let see what she want with me.

So I went to meet her at a café. I felt very confident. When I arrived at the café, she had already been there.

Again I was surprised because of her appearance. The first thing caught my eyes was her lovely sweet eyes. Those eyes, her lips gave me a strange vibe that I couldn’t explain. She was the same age as me but she looked younger by 2 or 3 years. I guessed she must have known how to take good care of herself. If I hadn’t knew anything about her and this was our first meeting and I wasn’t gay, I could maybe have fallen for her. But I would never happen because I was gay. With her beauty, she could re-marry any good guys out there and didn’t have to become a disgrace mistress. Why did she choose Kris?

We sat a quiet corner of the café.

At first, she looked at me awkwardly and nervously but she quickly got a hold of herself. Because of her, I realized that you must have bravery to be a third person.

This woman gave a lot of surprises more than I have ever experienced in my life.

At the beginning, I was surprised at her lovely and cute appearance but I was here not to fight over Kris. There was no need for me to feel unease or nervous. But I am not bad either. I have confidence about myself too. She didn’t say anything so I needed to show her my authority.

“So, why do you want to meet me?”

“I am sorry a lot for all the things that happened. I know an apology wouldn’t solve anything but I still want to say that to you. I am really sorry.”

She said that with her head down. Was she trying to act innocent like a cute little sheep?

She looked up with puffy red eyes, looked like she was about to cry.

“I don’t know what to do. I felt so miserable.”

She cried. She looked so miserable. I told myself to calm down even though inside me, there was still hatred for her. However, with her weak and scared expression, I felt pity for her just like a kid that has done something naughty.

“So what now? He still hasn’t promoted you to a wife? This is not my fault. I have no control over this. He is the one that made the decision here. I can’t and don’t want to interfere with it.”

“No.No. That’s not what I meant.”

She still cried. I pulled out some tissue and gave it to her. I was speechless. But I had to quickly finish this meeting.

“So what do you want? You don’t want this, don’t want that. Just say what you want. Why do you keep crying? I am the one who should be cry and sad for losing my husband.” He raised my voice.

It was effective. She cleaned her tear and looked at me.

“He still doesn’t say to you that he would marry and divorce me. That’s not my responsibility. It’s all up to him. I had no power over this.”

“No no!!! I don’t mean that.”

“Do you and Kris still love each other?”

“Why do you ask? Shouldn’t you ask this when you came into our lives or lying on the bed with him? That question won’t solve any