After I told Kris my decision, he seemed to be more comfortable. I also felt more comfortable with him because

I pushed him aside from my life. I had found my way and I was very confident to walk on that route. I didn’t regret the painful period I have been through. Because of that period, I believed that was a challenge for me to prove that I can overcome any difficulties.

Maybe, he felt more satisfied with his current life and was able to freely hangout with his mistress. Also because there was no more problem, I was happy again, he didn’t have to worry about my feeling or being under my control. He didn’t need to worry that I would control him. He could go home late or do whatever he wants. In addition, he didn’t have to divorce and still had a happy family, which is a dream of a lot of people.

Ever since I married to Kris, I focused on only one thing that is Kris and my family. Therefore, I didn’t contact my friends much. Now, I didn’t have to put too much effort in this family, I had more time to have my own life. I contacted my friends and went out with them. We had a lot of catching up to do. I felt very happy. I should have done this a long time ago. However, I still kept secret about my family’s situation. My family’s issue wasn’t something good. I didn’t want to make them worried.

A new chapter of my life began. From a discussion on a forum, I decided to change my job. I wanted to experience a new working environment. Furthermore, I wanted a better salary to support my family.

I also decided to make more friends using the same method that Kris used. I wanted to be more sociable.  I joined a group on some online discussion forum and started using social networking. I made new friends very quickly. They were all very good and nice people. I had a lot of fun chatting with them. I didn’t reveal my marital status so a lot of my online friends thought that I was single. In fact, some of them actually tried to court me or asked me out on a date. But I always politely declined.

Even if I had gone out with one of them, I would always have kept our relationship at friendship level. I didn’t want to have my own affair because that would make me the same kind person of Kris and I didn’t need to use this stupid method to take revenge on him.

I also had another reason to do this chatting thing. I wanted to experience what Kris experience that made him to have an affair with that women. I had to admit that it was fun to have new friends but I could never do something like Kris. Maybe, I have lost the trust in love.

I didn’t need to wait for Kris for dinner. I spent a lot of time with Tao and Sehun. They also helped me more with the house chores especially cooking. I experimented with more recipes. They like baking with me because they can play with the dough or decoration or icing. Even if we failed, it was still very fun.

I brought them out for more fun. I brought them to fancy places or café or theater. They were extremely happy. My Sehun was very excited to go to fancy places though he had no idea about it. I bought new phone to have good camera to serve the purpose of capturing our happy moments.

When he was home late and we went out, there was just food on the table. He was upset with the kid (of course not with me) for abandon him alone. I said “You go home late then you have to eat alone. If you were home early, I and the kid can cook something you like.” The kid supported my words. They gave me a thumb up.

He complained “Today the general meeting was so long and tiring”

I told him “Yeah. Those meetings are such a waste of time. They should me it short and quick for employees to go home and rest. ”

He was waiting for me to say something sarcasm so it made him surprise when I said that. He turned and looked at me with a small smile. I had no reason to treat him badly anymore.

At the weekend, he went out with some reason. I gently asked him what time would he come back, if he was going to have dinner. He felt uneasy, guilty and said he didn’t know. I replied back naturally “Okay. It’s the weekend anyway. When you are done and come home, I will leave some food for you.” He looked at me unbelievably.

Weekend without him, I and my 2 lovely sons liked to wake up late. Then have breakfast, we went to the mall for some shopping and fun. I also taught them how to do things around the house. Though I had a house keeper came at least 3 times a week, it was a good thing for them to learn about discipline. I didn’t know when they stopped asking why Kris isn’t with us. That was great.

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