Chapter 66

Tiffany held a bouquet of carnation flowers in her hand while the other caressed her own tummy. Their child is growing day after day in her womb & she’s going to love their child more than she loved anything else in the world. She smiled softly when she felt lovely beats from her stomach, it’s something wonderful & it’s like a melody & serenading that comforts her. It’s almost similar to the serenading of Lorelei.

Even though Jaejoong isn’t there for her, she will still love the child. No one could doubt that. Tiffany sighed again, while walking into the darkness of the cemetery. She wanted to visit the person who saved her life, her husband. She finally gotten onto the grip that she has a husband but its not Jaejoong & she wanted to visit his grave & tell him everything. A part of her feels guilty for loving Kim Jaejoong, his cousin & a part of her wanted to beg for forgiveness that she indeed loved Jaejoong with all of her heart & she wanted to tell Hyunjoong how sorry she is for not grieving for him as his wife. Tears started to gather up in her eyes. Hyunjoong must feel very lonely now in heaven with no wife to pray for him.

Hyunjoong. The memory of Hyunjoong as told by Yunho & Yuri disturbed the peace of her mind the most. She doubt the fact that she loved Hyunjoong more than Jaejoong but still, there’s still a part of her that feels guilty that she made love with Jaejoong when her real husband is six feet underground. She didn’t even grief for him & if Hyunjoong saw all of those, what will he think of her? A very unfaithful wife? Ungrateful?

In any way, she couldn’t change the fact that he did save her life. He sacrificed himself so that she could live her life. That’s one thing about Hyunjoong that she couldn’t deny. Jaejoong was right about the picture that played in her mind a day before Jaejoong left her. The person who laid in her arms on the floor soaked with blood is Hyunjoong, her husband, & Tiffany couldn’t deny the fact that she was devastated when she saw that view. She was devastated when she saw her own husband gasping in pain when he was dying & as far as she could remember, she did cried out for him not to leave her.

That so called dream haunted her mind. Perha