Chapter 64

On the side of the bed, there was a trail of breakfast in bed with a letter left by the side of the orange juice. The letter said.

‘Please forgive me for doing this to you, Fany. For leaving you like this but I can’t stay here anymore, not when I’m guilt ridden. I’m not your husband, no one but a doctor who is trying to help you recover from your amnesia but my love for you is real, really real, never doubt that my love. I love you; I really do & will always do with all of my heart & want nothing in this world but your love.

I know I should repress my love towards you & shouldn’t have made love to you last night. I was stupid to make love to you when you don’t even remember who I am! You know, darling, you have a husband but he passed away a few months ago & his name is Hyunjoong. Yes, that’s right, Hyunjoong. His name is similar to mine & he was no one else but my cousin.

He passed away on your wedding night & I supposed you couldn’t take the shock & just decided to forget everything. Honey, call Yul & Yun, they will show you where he was buried. The picture that was played in your mind was real. It was him who was bleed to death, not me. I realize that your memories are coming back to you & I can’t help but leave.

I can’t take the torture if you tell me in the face that you hate me. When you call my name last night, I couldn’t help but feel sorrowful as I’m just a replacement. Each time you call my name, I will think that you’re calling him & each time you showered me with you love, I would think that it’s for him, not me but I can’t help it; I love you way too much to leave you.

I know, I’m a fool but who isn’t a fool when it comes to love? Everyone is but I’m the worst type fool because I lied to you about being your husband & I betrayed you & made love to you, despite the fact that I know everything about your past. Trust me, darling; I’m the worst type of fool.

Remember that song by Elvis Presley, sweetie? I’m the fool who rushed in