Chapter 39

“No, let me tell you, it hurts to see you like that.” She said.

“Hurts?” He frowned.

“To feel your love but when you’re awake & aware of what’s going on, you avoid your inner desire.” She sighed.

“Thank god, I thought you were mad at me.” He sighed happily & embraced her tightly.

“I’m not.”

“Good, I was afraid that you are.”

“Stop changing the subject, can’t you love me like the way you love me in your dream? That Jae seems so real.” She said.

“No.” He said softly, & pulled away while looking into her sorrowful eyes.

“Why...Why not?” She stammered.

“Because that Jaejoong is dangerous.” He told her playfully. How he wished he could love her without any guilty feelings.

“No, he isn’t.” She pouted.

“He is so, even I’m afraid of him, he’s capable of hurting you.” He said meaningfully.

That’s it. Perhaps he should throw away his guilt & show her how much he loves her. He knows that he’ll regret everything for loving her but he’ll regret it even more if he doesn’t love her now when she still loves him, “He’s capable of hurting me? Oh, I see, but it’s not tha