I just sat there. In the chair that I was so used to for the past 2 years. But now, It felt different. Like i wasn't going to be here anymore. Ha. Of course I wasn't going to be here anymore. 10 months. That's all I had. I looked at him and I smiled. I got out of my seat and reached for the bag that I was always given. I gave the man a hug and left the office. I made my out of the double doors. The air hit me. It hit me hard. I didn't know what to do. I needed someone. Someone now. I took out my phone and called Baekhyun. I didn't call alot since I couldn't overuse my throat. I waited for him to answer. But the voice that answered wasn't his. It was Chanyeols.

"Hello?"

"....B-Baek*cough* I-Is....B-baek...Baekhyu nthere?" I asked struggling to get the words out.

"Yeah, but i'm not letting you talk to him Ai-."

"JUST GET HIM!! please." I didn't have patience within me

"No."

And like that he hung up on me. I laughed so this is how i spend my first day of finding out how long i had left. I laughed again. Normaly people would run towards you and give you sympathy but i didn't get that. I looked up to the sky and felt the heavens tears touching my face. Are you crying me for me? I held my arm towards the sky, catching the tears in my hands. I made my way towards the flat I lived in. It was close to the white building as well as school by bus, but I had alwaysed enjoyed walking. I tlet me felt free why i could feel free before I go. 10 months huh? The skys had opened up and rain poured about everywhere. I dragged my legs up the stairs towards my room. I bowed towards the house keeper and carried on trudging towards my room. Empty. Thats how i felt. My vision was becoming blurry with the tears that threatened to escape my eyes. I unlocked the door and quickly got inside. Slamming the door behind me and making sure its locked......I broke.

I held on for 2 years of having it. I held on for 5months when they left me. I held on for so long, ignoring that fact that i was slowly breaking. I let the tears scape my eyes. I slid down the door, strength no longer in my legs I dropped. Just like how i've been dropping for the past year. I couldn't stop my tears coming. No. I didn't want them to stop. I couldn't contain them anymore. These were the tears that I have long been holding back. I screamed out my frustation and kicked the door. It hurts. I needed Baekhyun with me. I opened my eyes and walked towards the mirror. There I was. The streams that now marked my face, that kept on running. Looking in the mirror. I knew i was slowly fading. I was losing my Chubiness. The fat that iloved so much that showed my health was disapearing. My skin becoming paler.My hand traile the walls as i walked along. I needed something to stop my pain. Anything. Please just for now. I ran to the bathroom pulling out draws and throwing around towls for it. My tears didn't stop they were still flowing. And it was making it hard for me to find the tool i needed. I opened the cabinets and pulled out the first air kit. Throwing it against the flow it opened. And there it was....My Saviour

It shined under the light. I picked up the metal piece and walked towards my room. This could take away my pain. I brought it to my lips and felt the cool touch of the metal and the smell. I never used the first aid box. This would be new and blunt. I didn't care I needed it. I brought it to mt skin and felt the stubby glide it caused for being unused. It was painful but it took my mind of it. I carried on doing this until i was sure i had forgetten but not completetly. I sat there in my own blood in the darkness with the bathroom light illuminating my room. I just sat there by my bed. Its white sheet stained with my blood.My left arm was limp and lifeless. Now covered in cuts. I threw away the scissors and used my right hand to find my phone. I took it out and saw that Baekhyun had tried calling me. I sent him a text. a short and simple text that explained it all.

To Baek~
10 months left

Send.

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Baekhyuns POV

I sat staring at my phone waiting for Aida to respond to me. Chanyeol and Luhan had kept me away from her and i heard Chanyeol answering my phone but Luhan held me back. Aida never calls. As in Never. We were at Hyerins house. I looekd at the three who were happily chatting away. Thats when my phone buzzed. Aida! I opened the text and my heart dropped. No.

From Aida

10 months left

I dropped the phone which caught the attention of the three idiots. The walked to me and asked me what was wrong. I couldn't answer. I was too shocked. Hyerin picked up my phone and ready the text, so did chanyeol, the Luhan. They all read the text. For some reasonthe laughed. Chanyeol said something about her moving. Luhan said maybe she's dying as a joke but that snapped me. Thats it. I'm taking no more crap form these low lives. I walke dup to Luhan and punched him straight in the face which stopped the laughing. Chanyeol said it was just a joke but i silenced him by punching him in the face as well, Hyerin said i was over-reacting but again i silenced her. I walked towards the girl and slammed her against the wall. I bore holws into ther head and then left. I needed to be with Aida now. Chaneyol and hangingup on her. I hope se hasn't donw anything stupid. I didn't even bother for the bus. I just ran like my life depended on it. I ran straight through people and elderly making sure to apologize when i could. I could feel the stinging in my eyes as tears broke down against my face. I bolted straight up the flats stairs and was now face with Aidas door. I haad a spare key. I wiped my face dry of tears. I slowly opened the door and called for Aida but no response. I closed the door gently and looked at the hall way. Her bag was left by the door. She didn't take of her shoes either. It was awfully quiet. My heart beat quickened thinking something bad must have happened. The only light there was fromt h ebathroom, and walked towards the bathroom and saw it empty but it was in a state. Towls thrown everywhere and the first aid thrown agaisnt the floor. My eyes widened. The scissors were missing. A ran out and went straight to her room and switched on the lights. Her curtain