Chapter 5

Journal Of Ardency
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"Daniel don't", Soojoo pushed Daniel away when he was an inch away from her lips.
Daniel sighed in frustration; "Ah. I think I should find another girl"
"Yeah. I agree", said Soojoo, tied her hair up.
"Won't you be jealous?", asked Daniel as he walked to the kitchen, sipped the coffee he made before.
"Why should I?", asked Soojoo nonchalantly. Daniel just looked at her from the kitchen.
"I'd be quite jealous if I saw you with another man", he said, put back the coffee cup on the table.

"How about you with another man. That would be quite a scene", Soojoo chuckled.
"Eh?! What's that even mean", Daniel protested.
"Weren't you with that friend of yours earlier this year... who is it...", Soojoo wondered.
"Ah... Changhyunnie... yeah, he liked me a lot", said Daniel, somehow proud.
"Yeah, how about him?", asked Soojoo.
"Heol. He knew I like women. We're just friends...", said Daniel.
"You went to a dinner with him one night, did you?", Soojoo asked full with annoyance.
"But it was just eating... he's a cute and bright person. It was fun. That's all", said Daniel.
"Don't hang on people like that, Dani-ya... if you have no intention in going further, you should just cut your relationship", said Soojoo.

"Yeah? look who's talking...", Daniel rolled his eyes.
Soojoo looked at him and sighed.
"Whatever. I'll missed my flight", Soojoo took her bag and went out the door.

"Soojoo-ya, wait~!", Daniel held Soojoo's hand outside their door.
Soojoo sighed and just stared at him. She then knocked on Byunghun's door.
"Oppa... I'll be going", she yelled.
"Wait wait", Byunghun grabbed his mobile and wallet, put them in his pocket. He ran to the door and greeted them outside.
"You have an early flight", Byunghun rubbed his eyes.
"Hahaha... look our Byunghun-hyung. He's still half asleep", Daniel rounded his arm on Byunghun's shoulder.
"It's 9 already, though...", Soojoo said as they walked down the stairs to Soojoo's car. She was about to going back to NY.

"I'll miss you", said Daniel to Soojoo. He sat beside her, while Byunghun uncomfortably watched their interaction from the back seat.
"You've said that thousand times already. I'll miss you too, and Byunghun-oppa", she smiled to Byunghun through the rear mirror.
"Umm I'll miss you too, Soojoo-ya. Will it be a long period? you'll come back again won't you?", said Byunghun while looked outside. The buildings were much more interesting than the two people in front of him.
"Yeah, around the end of the year I guess. Quite a long period, I suppose", said Soojoo, took another meaningful glances at Byunghun.
Byunghun just smiled at her. It's still funny for him to receive such a full approval from his crush's ex like that.

"Ah the sun is nice... can we just go somewhere before we reached the airport?", asked Daniel.
"Tsk... where to? sometimes you're just so stupid", Soojoo ruffled Daniel's hair.
"Ah ah... Stop it... you ruined my hair...", Daniel protested, but Soojoo kept made fun of him. How Byunghun just want to disappear.
"Yah, hyung, you agree with my idea, don't you? you love unexpected stuffs, don't you?", asked Daniel.
"Ah, yeah yeah. But Soojoo will missed her flight", said Byunghun silently wondered how Daniel could conclude that about him.
"Of course she will. That's the point", Daniel scoffed.
"See, you're the one who couldn't cut it off", Soojoo leaned her arm to the car's window. Daniel quite surprised with her words. He stared at the road for some time.
"I still love you, that's why. There. I said it. Like it wasn't obvious enough for you?", said Daniel, asked for Soojoo's full attention. But her eyes were still sticked to the road.

Byunghun's heart aches. Not something that he didn't expect, but to actually witnessed Daniel said that in the first hand... How painful.
"Sorry... for everything I did. I won't call you anymore", said Soojoo.
Daniel turned his sight outside the window. He was biting his thumb, left them in long period of uncomfortable silence.

Byunghun repositioned himself many times, played with his mobile, listened to songs, and yet the couple in front of them still didn't show any reaction. They still shared silence until they arrived at the airport. So then Soojoo's departure only accompanied by a simple wave goodbye between her and Daniel. Byunghun could see frustration in Daniel's eyes when the plane took off.

He then approached Daniel hesitantly.
"Niel himnae...", Byunghun tried to cheer him.
Daniel keep pouting to the glass window.
"Niel...", Byunghun rubbed his back.
Daniel just stared blankly at the airport runway. And like summer rain, his tears were falling slowly, wiped away the bright person Byunghun always knew.
"Nielie...", he called Daniel softly. Not in his wildest dream he would see his Niel in tears. How Daniel loved Soojoo so much. What could he do to release his pain... Byunghun felt so helpless by now. Daniel then rested his head on Byunghun's shoulder and Byunghun hugged him tight.

"Hyung... do you ever fall in love like this? I feel so miserable", Daniel wiped his tears and looked around, so afraid that someone would caught him crying.
"Yeah. So suffocating that you can't breathe. No matter how many times you try to forget it's always coming back", said Byunghun.
"As expected... beautiful words from writer...", Daniel chuckled.
A sad smile emerged from Byunghun lips as Daniel was totally oblivious to his words.

Daniel took out his mobile as they walked to the parking area.
"Jonghyun-ah, where are you?", Daniel asked his friend over the phone.
"Hum... just hanging out around our university. Why?", replied Jonghyun.
"Let's have a lunch somewhere...", said Daniel.
"Our usual place?", asked Jonghyun.
"Yeah. Hurry up, I'm driving towards there right now", said Daniel. Jonghyun replied with a lazy okay and they hung up.

Daniel sighed and turned up the car's engine. Byunghun just stared at him. Is he gonna go with his friend? is it okay to join them in lunch

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Angel_Ahn
#1
I re-read this again T_T
This is my first ever Teen Top fanfic .. and you made me fall for NielJoe .. thank you author nim ^^
decemberdaisy
#2
Chapter 33: Author-nim

I dropped by here again just want to say that I still love this story so much. Like muuuuuuucchhhhh. This story is indeed beautiful and heart clenching.

Last time I read this fic, it was one year ago and I re-read this fic again. This story still makes me want to cry so much. It still makes my heart ache on the last chapter.

And I still like Dani and Honey's story even now. That fairytale is really good one. You should make it as published book I think. Hehehe.


Anyway, thank you for writing this beautiful story. I will always like to read this story again and again. You are a good writer. Really.
SungrinBF
#3
Chapter 33: Gosh...I can't ㅠㅠ I finished this story while reading it on a rainy day and a sad piano instrumental ...too much tears on my pillowcase ㅠㅠ Especially the end part where he died....My family looked at me as if I was insane O.o I love this story, it is so realistic! (Lol, I even thought that Honey's disease is a real disease but when you said on Chapter 21 that it is'nt, I was mindblown) You're creativity is just...in the maximum level! To be honest, I find this story better than those cliche ones on bookstores kekeke~
Yunkaisoo #4
Chapter 33: Uwahhh...... T_T
Really really good story...
I'm crying so hard. I was having a hard time sobbing,,
I want to let out my voice but i don't want my sister call me crazy..
The end was so sad..
I don't know what to say anymore...
Love this story But not the die part.. :D
panda203 #5
Chapter 33: This was soo sad ㅠ.ㅠ
How can you write something as amazing and beautiful as this? *~*
I cried so hard when I read the last chapter cuz I really thought that byunghun would survive and finally go to the beach with niel..
But I was deeply touched about all the things that happened to those two ^~^
I hope I can read other fanfics of yours authornim cuz you're really good at writing
Thank you so much for this story~
Hwaiting♡ love you♡♡♡
Sugar11 #6
Chapter 33: All 

Chapter 32: I didnt even notice that I cried so hard once finished ur story, it's beyond awesome, it's beautiful. Thanks for such an incredible story
SaraYun #7
Nice . . !
19twentyone
#8
Chapter 32: OTL, I kind of expected byungie to die because I "accidentally" read one of the comments but I cried so much TT.TT
I just found out about the story and read it in just hours.
I don't know what to do with my NielJoe feels anymore ~
Great ending author nim :)
chunjixbyungie
#9
I finished this yesterday and i was stunned..i guess no matter what , i wanted to believe byunghun would make it alive somehow.
I was having a hard time sobbing until midnight xD.
But i still have a question
How come..he was in coma when niel was in paris but was there with niel as well ..it cant be a dream bec the violin is a proof..besides he told niel that 7th bday thing .
Ugh anyways i gotta admire your creativity ..how u planned it ALL beforehand !!!
It was perfect, so detailed n realistic.Niel's last words eased me a bit.
Are u punishing for those five years..
eE will see ..i have all of my life to love u and when we meet im gonna say i won !!!
chunjixbyungie
#10
Chapter 30: I Hope am not bothering u xD.
But srsly !!!! This ch is beautful in everyway.
Niel 's thoughts and how he missed byunghun was too sweet.
How he wanted to call him again.
How he wished he could ruffle his hair .
The wedding part when Noel teared up with people .