Hi there. I'm sure you have read the news regarding Jessica. Honestly, it didn't affect me much because I'm so used to having my idols leaving their group that I think it sort of numbed me. Including Jessica, this will be the fourth time I have to deal with this kind of . I'm also pretty immune to the dating rumours and confirmation of relationships from SNSD.

But this is different. Articles have been going around saying Jessi is getting married in May 2015 to Tyler Kwon. That is something I can't deal with.

I know it's her life.

I know it's her choice.

I know I'm just a fan.

I know I have no rights to be mad at her.

I know I have no rights to stop her. 

But it's not everyday that articles about your bias/idol getting married is written. Therefore, it might take a while for this to all sink in and for me to settle down. Right now, as I’m typing this, I’m not even in the right state of mind.

Just yesterday I was happily watching videos of the girls and when I woke up today, I was greeted by Jessica’s post on Weibo. I sincerely hoped she was hacked but it