“Bae Jae Min, let’s stop this.” Baekhyun said, looking so serious.

I looked at him, confused. What is he talking about? “Stop what Baekhyun-ah?”

“You know what I’m talking about. Let’s stop this plan of yours.”

What is he talking about! Why should I stop this, I know that so far all of my plans have failed miserably but stoping this? No! After all the efforts, I’ve gotten this far and I’m not stopping until I succeed.

“What! No! Baekhyun-ah please. I know I sound desperate and pathetic but I’ll still do this.” I pleaded.

“Jae Min-ah listen to me. I don’t want to see you hurting. I don’t want you to cry.”  His voice softened.

“I won’t be hurt! And besides after all to efforts, I still have a chance to be notice by Chen-oppa. I really want him to notice me, please?” I looked at him and held his hands.

I’m pathetic I know, trying so hard to be notices by someone whose inlove with someone else but what can I do, Chen-oppa is my prince. Since the day he has save me from that ball that was supposed to hit me.  I have always thought of him as my prince.

He stares at me for a minute before he sighs and mumbled something, but I can’t really decipher what he’s saying so I looked at him with a question on my face.

He just smiled at me and ruffled my hair.

He smiles so that means he will still help me!

I’m so lucky to have him in my life. My bestfriend.

 I hugged him tightly.

Dub.Dub.Dub.

Dear Diary,

Today Baekhyun-ah told me to stop my foolishness but I said no.

I really want Chen-oppa to notice me, so I asked for his support and he gave it to me.

I’m so lucky to have him; he means so much to me.

Byun Baekhyun is one of the reasons why I’m happy.

I’m really thankful that he came into my life.

P.S.  tomorrow will be my plan Z, if this won’t be a success I’ll give up. Because Baekhyun made me promise that after I have finish all the letters in the alphabet I’ll stop so yeah, I need to keep my promise to my best friend. So I hope this would do it.

XOXO

Blessed Jae Min