" Maybe I should give up on her, stop courting to her. It was the best way." he told Siwon.

Siwon shocked. " Kyu, are you really sure you want to do this?"

" Yes." a simple answered from Kyuhyun

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But when Super Junior in Nanjing for their Super Show 3, Kyuhyun really being stubborn, his hyung already finished idea how to make him happy. He was also skipped his meal and getting thinner.

" Leeteuk hyung?" he called Leeteuk.

" Deh." the SJ's leader answered him

" Can we sing 'In My Dream' tonight?" he make a request to his hyung.

" Why?"

" I just want to sing it. I will eat my meal if you agree."

Leeteuk thinking for awhile. " Hurm, okay. We will. So, go eat. Now" he ordered then Kyuhyun left.

As he wished, on that night they sing 'In My Dream'. Kyuhyun started singing his part

geunyeoga dolaoneyo
She comes back
mianhadago haneyo
She says she’s sorry
iksukhaetdeon geuriun geu songilro eorumanjyeoyo
 The skilled hands that I missed caress my own

He calmly walking on the stage but when Yesung sing his part, Kyuhyun's heart started cried as he hold his self from crying.

yeongwonhi idaero jamdeulgil baraedo
I hope I fall asleep forever like this
yeojeonhi geunyeoro ggaeeonado
I wake up with her presence still…
dasineun ggumguji angireul baraedo
Although I hope I don’t dream again,
oneuldo geunyeoro naneun jami deulsuga isseo
Today too it seems I fall asleep with her presence

But then, he lost to his own feeling when Donghae and Sungmin sing their part. His tears dropping, his eyes became red because of that.

geunyeoga utgo itneyo
She’s smiling
neomuna uraenmanijyo
It’s really been too long
geureon moseub geureohge bodo sipdeon naui geunyeojyo
I’ve missed that expression, she’s my girl isn’t she

geunyeoga geotgo isseoyo
She’s walking away
eoddeon saramgwa dajeonghi
Embracing another person
nae gaseumeun mogeobge naeri nulryeoyo
My chest feels like it’s being crushed under a heavy weight

His mind played the YongSeo visual repeatedly. Then, he closed his eyes, reminiscing his moment and Seohyun, started when he met Seohyun, started like her and fall in love with her. His tears dropped passing by his cheek. He can heard ELF calling out his name loudly " Guixian", they screamed repeatedly. Maybe it was because they see him crying, maybe they wondered why the Evil Maknae crying and it's became epic. His hyung just can watching their maknae, they're also wondered.

yeongwonhi idaero jamdeulgil baraedo
I hope I sleep forever like this
yeojeonhi geunyeoro ggaeeonado
I wake up with her presence still…

On that time, he is