SUNGKYU’S POV:

As I was filming my last part for the music video, I saw them talking to one another. She was smiling and he was laughing. They seemed like they were having a good time. I couldn’t help but be jealous about it. She was mine, wasn’t she? My wife, Mrs. Kim Sung Kyu. Mother to Kim Sung Hee and Kim Sung Woo. She was always happy when she was with Myungsoo. Maybe it was because they were close in age so they understood each other more, or maybe.. She likes him? NO! She wouldn’t be like that. She’s married. I always thought I was the best husband in the world, but every time she smiled with Myungsoo, I’ve always had second thoughts. Maybe I’m not the best husband in the world and maybe I’m not the best dad in the world, but all that should matter is that I’m trying to be the best I can be, right? I’ll be honest, seeing her get along with my members made me jealous, maybe a bit too much, but I never showed anyone how jealous I was. Someday, just for a day, I want to be the one to put a smile on her face. I haven’t done that ever since the twins were born. I suppose that’s what she finds happiness in, in this marriage of ours. After filming, I went and sat down to monitor everything. It came out good and Myungsoo’s acting was indeed good. Of course, our visual is good at things I’m not. I was hoping that Haru would still be sitting where she was sitting after I finished getting ready, but her and Myungsoo were both gone. Guess I’d be going home alone, again. 

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HARU’S POV:

After talking to Myungsoo, I went and got the twins from the members and made my way home. The twins were already tired as it is, as it was 9:00 o’ clock in the evening by the time we did get home so we quickly went upstairs and got ready for bed. I tucked them both in and kissed them goodnight and then I headed towards our room. I suppose it wasn’t nice of me to leave my husband like that, but he was just so into his monitoring that I didn’t want to bug him. We both see things in different ways and the last thing I wanted was to be in an argument with him. I still had to talk to the kids about choice we should choose, so I suppose that’s what I’ll be doing tomorrow. Before I could even think about what else I had to do tomorrow, Sungkyu walked into the bedroom and he stood still leaning on the door frame staring at my motionless body. I quickly sat up on the bed and smiled at him. “Thought you were sleeping?” He mumbled. “That’s what you thought. I wasn’t though. I was just about to ask myself what I had to do tomorrow.” He quietly walked into the room and went into the bathroom to shower. I sat there on the bed thinking about what I should say to him, or if I should say anything at all. He came out wearing sweats and a hoodie, nothing new, but sometimes I wished he wore something different. I’ll admit, he didn’t have an “idol’s” body, you know.. The toned, 6 pack, to die for body. Ha! But, I mean, his body suited him as an idol, dad, and husband. He had the “perfect” body in my eyes. After all,  I don’t like my guys bone skinny. He stared at me as he made his way to his side of the bed and I stared back at him. He stopped staring as soon as he laid in bed. “Did you have fun with the members?” He asked. “Why? Jealous much?” I smirked. “No. You just seem happy with them, that’s all.” He mumbled. “And I’m not happy with you?” I asked curiously. “Well…… No, you’re not. I know you’re not.” He stated firmly. I smiled in disbelief. What goes through this guy’s mind? “What makes you say that?” “Well, you’re never smiling around me, you’re never acting like you do with my members around me, and lastly, you just don’t seem happy with me.” “Are you just assuming this, or do you know this for a fact?” “Both, I suppose.” “So, what you’re trying to tell me is that I’m not happy with you, right?” “Yeah.” “And I’ve been married to you for 7 years because?” “Because of our kids. That’s the only reason you married me anyways.” He shrugged. “And out of those 7 years, I haven’t been happy in your eyes?” “Only time I ever saw you smile like that when you did with Myungsoo, was when the twins were born.” “Then make me smile right now.” “Right now!?” He asked in disbelief. “Yeah. Right now.” I replied. He sat up and stared at me with his so ever glaring eyes and I couldn’t help but laugh. He smiled at me looking confused and I just kept laughing. He was cute. “Yah. Why are you laughing!?” He pouted. “Nothing.” “Liar.” “Hey, you’re the one who said I wasn’t happy with you.” “And you aren’t. You just laughed and smiled to fool me.” “Oh come on. Quit acting like a baby.” “No, how about you quit faking your happiness.” He replied glaring at me. “Sungkyu, I’m happy.” I calmly replied. He just kept glaring at me. “I’m serious. I’m happy being with you, oppa. If you don’t believe me, then don’t.” I shrugged and then made myself comfortable in bed and closed my eyes. “How are you happy with me when all we ever are is busy?” He questioned. “Because being busy is good. It gives us time to think about what we’re missing out on in each other’s lives.” “And what exactly are you missing out on in my life?” He asked curiously. “Everything.” I smiled. He sat there nodding his head, like how he always did. “When you mean everything, what do you mean by that?” I stared at him in disbelief. So curious!