Step 

One step forward, 

Two step backward,

One step forward,

One step backward, 

One step forward, 

Two step backward, 

One step forward, 

One step backward. 

Step

I'm stepping backward, 

I can not help it,

I'm stepping forward, 

I need to do it.

Step 

Frozen in daze, 

a step backward, 

Frozen in space,

a step forward. 

Step

It is not a lie, right? 

It is not, it is, right? 

Drop dropping tears rushing.

It is all right there now? 

Are you okay there now? 

Drop dropping tears rushing. 

A step backward I breathe, 

pain pain there is this pain, 

drip dripping tears running.

A step forward I breathe,

Pain a continuous pain,

drip dripping tears running, 

Writer's note: Composed Feb. 11, 2022 in just 15 minutes, it just came to me.

I'm coping more now, about my mama's death.

I was always crying everyday the first few months, and then slowly slowly it came lesser and now I can hold my tears. Though, sometimes I would suddenly cry for no reason.

I am in a better condition.

I  could only guess that the emotion I bottled up are now coming out.