Jonghyun's Moon
Poems(Random, Different Kind)Jonghyun's Moon
A pearl aqua moon was shining beautifully.
It made me smile achingly sad.
My lips trembled unconsciously.
It squeezed my heart from the rim of my blurring eyes.
Jonghyun's Moon
Is that where you are now?
Are you?
Up there sitting on the moon?
Are you?
Looking down on us?
Are you?
Are you okay now?
Are you?
Are you smiling now?
Are you?
Jonghyun's Moon
I want to hear your voice,
But I feel too much right now.
I want to see you,
But my eyes get blurring.
Jonghyun's Moon
Staring up and admiring the moon,
A small shape in the night sky,
A tiny light in the broad darkness,
A hand reach, you are so close and so far away.
Jonghyun's Moon
Forgive me, my moon, forgive me,
Because I need to breathe.
I do care and love you,
But I need to smile and not forget you.
Writer's note: Composed Dec. 23, 2017
Please forgive me, I am not over Jonghyun yet, and I need to let my emotion and fragments of my thoughts out, and this is my way of expressing myself. I can't talk about it to anyone.
From my blog posted on Dec. 21, 2017 Jonghun's funeral.
Today I cried.
Sorry tears.
Lonely tears.
Sad tears.
Breaking tears.
Today.
A long day.
A lonely day.
A sad day.
An empty day.
Today.
Breathe.
Breathe.
Breathe.
Breathe.
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