Jonghyun's Moon

Poems(Random, Different Kind)

Jonghyun's Moon

A pearl aqua moon was shining beautifully. 

It made me smile achingly sad.

My lips trembled unconsciously. 

It squeezed my heart from the rim of my blurring eyes.

 

Jonghyun's Moon

Is that where you are now? 

Are you?

Up there sitting on the moon? 

Are you?

Looking down on us? 

Are you?

Are you okay now? 

Are you?

Are you smiling now? 

Are you?

 

Jonghyun's Moon

I want to hear your voice, 

But I feel too much right now. 

I want to see you, 

But my eyes get blurring. 

 

Jonghyun's Moon 

Staring up and admiring the moon,

A small shape in the night sky,

A tiny light in the broad darkness, 

A hand reach, you are so close and so far away. 

 

Jonghyun's Moon

Forgive me, my moon, forgive me,

Because I need to breathe.

I do care  and love you, 

But I need to smile and not forget you. 

 

Writer's note: Composed Dec. 23, 2017 

Please forgive me, I am not over Jonghyun yet, and I need to let my emotion and fragments of my thoughts out, and this is my way of expressing myself. I can't talk about it to anyone. 

 

From my blog posted on Dec. 21, 2017 Jonghun's funeral.

Today I cried.

Sorry tears.

Lonely tears.

Sad tears.

Breaking tears.

Today.

A long day.

A lonely day.

A sad day.

An empty day.

Today.

Breathe.

Breathe.

Breathe.

Breathe.

 

 

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Lovexiu16 #1
Chapter 303: Your poems are beautiful.
To this day, I’m still in shock, as if they’re playing a trick on me.
I just hope, where he is, there’s no more sadness for him.
starlove
#2
Chapter 303: I miss him so much already eonni. The day seem longer since I heard about it when I woke up this morning. The signs were there. Everyone always just too blind to see it. The fans' high expectation of our so called perfect idol drive our idols to madness. Ignored the signs we did and now we suffer the consequences of our brightest star leaving this cruel cruel world. Our dino is now free and watching over us all
redrose_rabbit
#3
I love the cute yet simple cover!! c:
azxema
#4
Chapter 300: i can relate to this to a whole new level
azxema
#5
Chapter 295: i hope your cousing is surrounded by love and support rn and wish her and husband strength. we all know her son is in a better place now, he went as untainted and pure soul.
hafizfar #6
Chapter 9: And you seemed so frustrated over it much, and I could see it crystal clear :') and thats truly describe each writer's feeling when they are having a hard time.
I stumbled upon this fic, and I would like to give it a try because who knows what life is about to offer aite? Well, I am not regretting my choice at any perspectives.
I hope you have a nice day and may you write and inspire more <3
(while I continue read your words :v )
jenmarenchenjihae
#7
Chapter 262: Healing and Beautiful life are my favorite. They gave me a new idea for my story. And it's actually making me want to write! Considering the fact that I barley update my stories.
I really wanted to see how you write so I went to ur author tags. I ship 2min, so I was about to read what you wrote, but then it turned to be in Tagalog. I don't know JYJ that well and don't ship anything in TVXQ, so I decided to red ur Keo fabric. I have otps in Vixx and stories of them. But ur drabble was really good! I like ur style of writing!(btw it was hard giving up Leobin and Haken for the drabble.)
dream_keeper88
#8
Chapter 250: Was this brought on by the debate? Climate change was one of their topics, right?
I like the style in Old Man :3
dream_keeper88
#9
Chapter 246: It can be on open-ended but it's obvious that they didn't appear in her dream.
jenmarenchenjihae
#10
Chapter 4: Wait do you write these? Cause these are amazing!