Silent Tears
Poems(Random, Different Kind)Silent Tears
Is this why I have this deep sadness?
Rooted to my very core?
Is this why I have this intense pain?
Ingrained to my very fiber?
Is this why I am lost even before I started?
My breath held in a chock hold?
Is this why I am doomed even before I begun?
My heart squashed under a stump?
Is this why I always fight for every breath?
My lungs squeezed in a tight rope?
Is this why I always battle for any strength?
My muscles quivered like a jello?
Is this why I always feel unwanted?
I am always afraid to be left behind?
Is this why I always feel broken?
I am always afraid to feel?
Is this why you always feel sorry for me?
Your eyes always betraying you?
Is this why you always feel bad for me?
Your actions always exposing you?
Is this why you can't stand the sight of me?
I am always a recall of your deed?
Is this why you gave me away?
I am always a reminder of your feat?
Is this why I always have anger issues?
I am always concerned, and I always ask why?
Is this why I always have displeased issues?
I am always troubled, and I always ask why?
How do I let all these go?
Do I let you go as you let me go?
How am I going to be set free?
Do I even have a chance to be free?
Why did you shackle me?
Why did you?
Why did you blind folded me?
Why did you?
Do I forgive you?
Will that open my cell?
Do I pardon you?
Will that at last free me?
Do I force a change?
Will that solve my problem?
Do I break down my prison?
Will that remove my dilemma?
Writer's note: Finished composing April 28, 2018
I was told that my birth mother tried to abort me. I am trying to come to terms about it.
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