To my Oppa (Yes, there's no dearest here, and no, you aren't seeing things. Don't pout. MY Min Ho. ^^),

First off, stop fighting with every vending machine you see oppa. You won't win against them. Ever. Just insert the bill, choose desired product then calmy wait for the drink/food or whatever to come out. Keyword? Calmly. (-_-) Don't deny this, I can see you wrestling with it from where I'm seated. Aish.

Speaking of being calm, I'm actually proud and jumping with joy that you calmly accepted that I can't marry you just yet. Not today. Tomorrow. Or even the next day. Don't you dare cry because of this.

I will do it someday, so don't fret you big baby. Two years isn't that loooong. Geez. ^^,

How do I top your "deeper than deep feelings" letter oppa?

I can't, huh? (T_T)

I'm still amazed that you wrote me a letter. Even more amazed that it sorta felt like a novel.. uh.. a script-in-the-making, perhaps? Length-wise I mean. Kekeke! Content-wise? Hmm. Let's see. Doubtful? Kidding! ^^V 

You sure you didn't let Woo Bin or Bummie.. or both wrote it for you? Be honest oppa.. did you?

Fine. I'm never ever questioning your awesome penning skills.

Still. Really? You wrote it? Heehee. (>_<)

Hmm.

Min Ho oppa..

Have I ever told you that you're my greatest find in this lifetime? 

No?

Well.. You are. Truly.

In this twisted, twisted world of ours, you're the one right thing that came along.

I was lonely. Very, very lonely.

And I have no idea how much until that day, when you tickled me back on that extremely hot beach. Ironic right? Tickling someone usually elicit laughter, but to me, it just reminded me how alone I was. That realization shocked me good. BUT, on that same day you hugged me, sincerely. Then you said, "You've grown to be a great girl Shin Hye yah and I really like you. Like me back as well?" A question but THAT made me finally cross the lonely other side. Thank you, oppa. ^^,

You more than deserve my feelings. You deserve me. Truly.

So, don't ever blame yourself over things that we both have no control over.

Meaning, you can't go tracing IP addresses just to go punching some anonymous netizens. Okay? No punching of fangirls and fanboys. Antis or not. And no hating yourself. Please.

I'm fine being called average. Why? It's the truth. I'm no goddess of beauty and it's fine. I'm pretty enough and waaay cuter than anyone so I don't really care about that. HAHA! Well, sometimes I do.. but most of the time it doesn't really matter. Honest! Hee~ So don't worry about those articles, they're just words. Words that don't really matter to me. I'm really strong so trust me. Promise?

You know, I'm actually pretty proud that this so-called average girl caught a mighty-fine specimen of a man like you. Mighty, mighty-fine indeed. Kyaaa! You should be glad coz I caught you oppa.. pft! And I know you are, coz you didn't really put up much of a fight. You were so easy. Pwahaha! (>_<)

Seriously. Me choosing to hide us is me being selfish.  You may not believe it but it's the simple truth. I'm not yet ready to share you.. or share us to the whole world. After being alone for so long and having found someone I can call mine, I'm terrified. So, just this time, I want to hide us. Even if it's just to simply protect what's mine, which is you, MY Min Ho.

But.

If you see me tottering like some absent-minded bird, will you hug me? Please? I would really need those hugs.

Thank you Min Ho oppa.  (^_^)

For having a nuisance like me stay beside you, I'm really grateful, you have no idea. Ha!

I'm in love with you by the way. Very much in love. Like the whole universe much. Hurr.

You. Me. Forever. Okay? (>_<)

Yours, since LA as well,

Park Shin Hye (01/2014)

p.s. Geun Seuk oppa is not a "that". Meanie.

p.p.s. I always wear those shoes, even that damn red checked shirt that fans are beggining to think that I don't have any other clothes. Must I always wear that? Aish. Just make sure you also wear yours oppa. And your Iphone, please check it re-li-gi-ous-ly. Okay?

p.p.p.s. I love you too. So much as well.