I sat in the living room Donghyun had sent the boys outside. Hes probably gonnna yell at me. He was pacing back and fourth. 

"I dont understand. What did you not get when i told you we'd go to the police?" he wasnt yelling but his tone was harsh. 

"Donghyun oppa i had already found evidence that, that was the girl. Was it not? you took her out for ice cream, you have to had to saw her." i told him 

"Ne it was but that didnt mean you had to go and act on it. You could've gotten in serious trouble! I know you're still hurting. We all are, but you cant let her death bring out these ugly actions. Im pretty sure you scared the other boys with what you did to that girls face. Imagine how kimmy would feel." he said\

"Oh, so youre on her side now huh? you dont think she got what she deserved?" i asked him

"Aniyo, I'm just saying it could have been handled alot different" he said

"But you dont think she deserved it right?" i crossed my arms and stood up

"Ani lucy! Is that what you wanted to hear?! Look at yourself! You have not been yourself and i know its because you lost your daughter but kimmy would not want you to behave like this! They way you have been handling things is out of poor decisions, Is that really what you want? Putting her in jail and whoever told her to do it should be enough justice for kimmy. Beating the crap out of them is not gonna bring her back! Mianhae but it just had to be said Lucy. You can't keep doing this, and to make sure of that, whenever you go out you have to be accompanied by one of us arraso?" i only looked at him, 

"Arraso?!" he snapped at me, i nodded. "Good." he walked off to let the boys in and walked into the kitchen. 

i walked into my room, and sat on my bed, on my nightstand there was a picture of me and kimmy, i gave a small smile. 

"Donghyun Oppa is right" i said to myself, someone knocked on the door and let themselves in, it was minwoo, 

"We havent really had the chance to talk since" he started i nodded "Ne, i know." i told him, he hugged me aand i sat there still 

"Mian for everything that has happened lately, i know i cant really imagine how you feel. but i just want to let you know that I'm here for you. we all are." he said i nodded

"Im sorry about the auditions minwoo ah" i told him he looked at me confused

"Wae?" 

"Well i know how hard you worked on the dance for me and i didnt even audition," i told him

"Lucy I could care less about the audition, KImmy was sick, getting her better was all that mattered" he gave a soft smile, i got closer to his and hugged him, i buried my face in his neck 

"Before when i first got pregnant, i remembered how i used to say things to myself like im an idiot for not aborting, and her father was a horrible person and he didnt deserve for me to carry his baby," my voice began to crack "and now i feel like a horrible person for those thoughts and i didnt deserve a baby like her, i just wished i would have given her up for adoption so she could have lived a better life and actually grow up to be something very successful, I.. I" i kept on crying and minwoo gently pulled me up 

"Lucy dont think like tha ever, it was better for you to have been with her for the time she was alive rather than her living with another family always wondering why you gave her up, You are amazing and we all love you" we looked at each others eyes for a moment, and for some reason he leaned in but so did I, our forheads were touching and all it took was him to tilt his head or i had too, we stayed like that for a while, and then finally we both tilted our head and our lips connected, it took me a while to understand what was going on. His lips were soft and they just stayed on mine for aquite sometime, i pulled away, this was wrong. I dont think i actually like Minwoo, and i felt bad for that. 

"Minwoo.." i started "Mianhae, that shouldnt have happened." i told him scooting back a bit, 

"Bwoh? Wae?" he asked 

"I just lost my daughter and I've always felt like she was the only one i needed to love and she was the only one who needed to love me, and i want to be honest. Even when she was here i was thinking that i did kind of had a crush on you," he cut me off "Then whats the problem?" his eyes were sincere. "I also had a crush on the twins. All of you seemed to have kind of liked me too, which made everything so complicated." Before she got sick I laid in my room, and i had decided that i wouldn't date any of you because I wanted to focus on Kimmy but now that shes gone maybe i need some type of distraction but not now, its to early, and I'm kind of in a vulnerable state. Jeongmal mianhae" i told him, his eyes look sad but he forced a small smile

"Aniyo, Kenchannayo" he reassured me, i gave him another hug, 

"I should probably leave now, Hyungs all saw me come in here and i dont want them to think we're uhm" he started i laughed" Think we're what? having ?" i asked his face burned up 

"Im joking its fine, go" i told him he nodded, i laid back on my bed. "Well, there goes my first kiss" i let out a big sigh. To be honest i think i was handling Kimmys death pretty well. Yeah i was grieving but at least i havent cried for long periods of time since then. 

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It was close to the end of June, Laura was in Jail now but for some reason she refused to give up who had told her too, court was really awkward, i felt like people would feel sorry because of how beat up her face was but good thing that they werent alowed to talk about that during court, if she had given up who told her too she would have only 15 years in jail but since she didnt it was 15 to life. I asked donghyun if i could go down there because i wanted to talk to her he said i could but he had to come too. it was expected, he took his me being alone thing very seriously, he didnt want another "accident" we got there and they had brought her out she made a disgusted face. 

"What do you want from me im in jail already" she said 
"i want to know who told you to do it, jebal" i told her she looked at the table

"Why would I?" she smirked

"Oh i dont know Laura, maybe because you can spend your entire life in jail even though you were foolish enough to let someone else convince you to poison my daughter"

"I dont mind, i could get out for good behavior" she said, i scoffed at her

"Oh honey, good behavior wont get you out of this. You poisoned a toddler,"i told her, he face began to get uncomfortable i knew she was reconsidering. 

"Look, jeongmal mianhae, the girl gave me this pill and told me to open it up on the ice cream, she said it would make your daughter just sick, she didnt say it would kill her, she told me that it was just going to scare you, i thought she was jus gonna get sick, i didnt know" she said honestly

"Who was the girl? why did you listen to her?"

"It was Sunny, she said that she could get me popular as soon as we would get back in school" she said, i shouldve known, 

"What an idiot, she thought Kimmy would only get sick because thats what it does to adults, not infants" i said "Look Laura, I will talk to your lawyer and the dectives about not pressing charges anymore" i gave her a small smile

"Bwoh?! Jinjah?!" she said

"Ne, you were convinced by that demon of a girl it wasnt your fault, well it was but you were blinded and you only thought she would get sick. Kenchannayo" i reassured she got up and hugged me

"Gomawo!" she exclaimed i nodded and walked out. 

"Are you sure you want to do that Lucy?" donghyun asked i nodded

"Ne, im just after that witch, I will get her" i said as we walked out the building.

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Where'd everyone go? Dont be silent readers! But anyway thought id put in some type of love scene but it wasnt really my bad, i hope you guys know this means that Minwoo wont be with her, im trying to do another love story on a person i have yet to write about so thats a hint! Anyway comment guys!