I woke up and figured id start making food for Kimmy. I figured boyfriend were all Gone so I decided to stay in my big hoodie and my boy short underwear. I checked the time it was 10 they're sure to not be here anymore I walked out into the kitchen. And began looking through the pantries I heard a door open and grabbed a pan. Whose home? I looked out into the hallways and saw kwangmin. Oh boy I'm in my underwear! I awkwardly went around through the foyer to hopefully get to my room. 

"Lucy?" He called out he spotted me without hesitation I dashed to my room.

what is he still doing here?! I quickly put on some pajama shorts and walked back out

"sorry about that" I blushed like crazy

"Ani it's okay it was my fault" he said he began to make cereal

"what are you still doing here I thought you had boyfriend stuff to do?" I asked him as I began making some French toast

"ne but I got out of it" he smirked and then began to cough

"I'm sick" he had a smug smile

"you didn't do this just to spend time with me right?" I asked him 

"of course not!" He hung his arm around my shoulder 

"Just was kind of curious on what you do when we're gone." he said, i continued to make mine and kimmys breakfast

"Well you're going to be pretty bored. me and kimmy eat, watch tv, sleep, eat, watch tv and just wait for you guys to get home" i shrugged

"Well we're not gonna do that today! Let's go out! Me, you, and Kimmy" he pleaded

"I dont know kwangmin, plus i kind of dont want to go out today, mianhae" i told him as i set kimmys plate on the table and then mine. 

"Luuuucccyyyy!" he whined pulling on my arm 

"Ani oppa, lets just stay in arraso?" i said as i walked to my room, he followed and crossed his arms 

"Arraso" he said reluctantly, i shook kimmy a little bit, and she didnt wake up, 

"Kimmy its time to wake up" i called out to her, no reply, i began to panic, 

"Kimmy?!" i shook her a little harder 

"Kwangmin!" i called out for him

"She's not waking up!" he ran in the room and took her out of her crib, 

"Call the hospital" he told me i nodded and began to call them 

"Hello? I need an ambulance to (some address) my daughter wont wake up, shes 22 months. Please i dont know what to do" i began crying 

, they said they would be there as quickly as possible, i went into my room to see kwangmin cradling her, i broke down even more, i sat down on the bed next to him and he handed me her. 

I cried into her little chest. but i could feel her heartbeat. that gave me enough hope for her." the ambulance got here and i rushed out the door with her in my arms. 

me and kwangmin waited "the parents can ride in the back" he told us i didnt bother to correct him i just wanted to leave, i wanted her to be okay, 

My eyes were watery and puffy, i kept on clinging on to Kwangmin, i dont know what i wouldve done if i was alone. We got there and we all jumped out

They rushed her in and i followed

"Ma'am excuse me you have to wait out here" a nurse told me

"Aniyo! Thats my daughter!" i yelled

"I know but please miss you have to stay back" 

"Lucy" kwangmin held on to me

"Kwangmin i have to see whats happening." i said in between sobs he pulled me into a hug

"we will, lets just see what the doctors say arraso?" i clung onto his shirt crying still. after a few more minutes i stopped and wiped my tears

"I didnt expect my morning to go this way," i said i sat down and pulled out my phone

"I have to call the other oppas." i excused myself and walked outside 

(Phone conversation) 

Me:Oppa? - i tried not to cry

Donghyun: Ne? ottoke? 

me: Aniyo, kimmys in the hospital she - i began to get hysterical again 

him: lucy calm down talk to me 

me: she didnt wake up this morning and we brought her to the hospital just please get here im so scared i dont know whats gonna happen and i, i, just jebal. i need you

him: arraso were coming 

(End of conversation) 

i tried to contain myself when i walked back in but i couldnt i didnt know why this happened. She seemed just healthy yesterday, shes always been a healthy baby. why did it change now? she didnt cry at night at all to indicate she was sick, but maybe thats why she didnt cry because she didnt wake up? all this overthinking i had so many thoughts going on 

"Are you okay?" kwangmin asked, i mustve stayed quiet for a long time. i just nodded and looked down, i saw the boys enter and walk to the desk i ran up to donghyhun and broke down yet again 

"Oppa" i couldnt contain myself 

"Have you heard anything?" i didnt reply because of my crying but kwangmin did, 

"Aniyo we have been waiting a while though"  he told them 

"Lucy?" someone called out i immediately jumped out of Donghyuns arms and ran to the doctor

"Ne? What is it? Is she okay? can i see her?" i said everything really quickly, he gave a sad face. My heart broke. 

"No, no, no," i fell to the floor and cried 

"Lucy" donghyun helped me back up 

"Lucy, your daughter is alive but shes in a coma." i looked up, "but there isnt much chance for her, im sorry" he said, 

"how did this even happen? she was healthy just yesterday?" i told him 

"We went through bunch of tests and it turns out she had a type of poison in her system. To us we would be sick for a few days, throwing up, fever, headaches, to an infant, its fatal. Its surprising she's even alive." he said 

"I, i just want to see her right now please" i begged. he nodded and showed us to her room. All 8 of us walked in and seeing her little body with all the wires and tubes on her killed me. The doctor walked out to leave us all. I went to her bed and held her hand. I could hear the boys all sniffling. 

"How could this happen? all she ate was the breakfast i made and then you guys made dinner and i know you guys didnt posion her" i said to the boys

"Well we did go out for ice cream, maybe one of the workers did it?" jeongmin suggested. 

"But i cant think of anyone who would want to do that to her, she just a baby," i looked back at her. 

"She was my little baby, she was all i had left to live for. She's my happiness." after that i didnt say anything else. I just pulled up a chair and held her hands, ill stay here until she wake up, or until she passes. 

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