Painful Past Memories.

My Sister is BEAST's Coordi-Noona

_________'s POV:

For the past couple days Somi hasn’t been acting herself, like everyone has said. I thought they’d be lying but it was true she went from cheerful and happy to cold and quiet..

“Unnie, what’s wrong? You’re not yourself lately.”

“What do you mean?” she asked me

“I mean, your personality. You’re not like the Somi I know..” I looked down, waiting for her to yell back at me at usual. I slowly raised my head to see Somi just standing there with a blank face, she looked at her phone and walked away. ‘Something is definitely wrong with her.. and I’m gonna find out’

Somi’s POV:

I’ve been more on my guard lately ‘what if he’s watching me? What if something happens?’ thoughts like this have been running through my mind lately... I haven’t been in the right state of mind
“Yah. Yah! Noona!” Yoseob yelled at me, which awoke me from my daze
“W-Waeyo?” I shook my head.

“Noona, were going to eat do you want to come?”

“Aniyo... I’m gonna stay here for a little while...”

“Arasso.” All of BEAST left, I stood on the wall and slowly slid down. I tucked my head in between my legs. I wasn’t really thinking, more of.. Just sitting there. It was peaceful and quiet, I liked it. Then I heard footsteps coming near me, I looked up to see Junhyung.
“Oppa” I innocently blinked “What are you doing here? Aren’t you supposed to be eating with BEAST?”

“Yeah. But I’d rather be there with you.” He smirked while he sat next to me. “What’s up? You’ve been acting different lately ever since the water park.” I tried to think of an excuse, but nothing popped into my head. I just rested my head on my knees silently and let out a sigh.

“It’s nothing...”

“Somi, I know it’s something. I know you. Just tell me.” Junhyung asked a little impatient. He had the patience of a kindergartener.

“It’s nothing.” I said a little more angry “it doesn’t concern you.” I stood up and started to walk away. But Junhyung grabbed my wrist, I looked back at him. He was really angry, he hated when I kept secrets from him, I tried to pull away but he had a firm grip on my wrist.
“JUNHYUNG LET ME GO!” I screamed. He pushed me against the wall
“Not till you tell me what’s got you like this!” he yelled back, aish this guy. I want to tell him, but I don’t want to drag him into my mess...
“You wouldn’t understand!”

“THAN WHO WOULD?!” he punched the wall next to me.

Junhyung’s POV:

Somi was hiding something, I know she is she just won’t tell me. I punched the wall in frustration; she jumped since it was so close to her face. I looked into her eyes; I tried to look for answers, when all I saw was fear and sadness. She slipped under my arms and walked away wiping her tears; I ran and hugged her from behind.

“Mianhe Somi-ah.” I whispered into her ear “Mianhe... You just know I hate seeing you like this; Scared, and Weak... I hate seeing you like this and I can’t do anything to help you.” I turned her around her eyes were puffy and she was sniffling, I put her head in my chest and hugged her. “Somi, you know I’m always gonna be here for you.” She looked up at me, I wiped her tears and kissed her forehead. “I love you.” She smiled
“I love you too.” I whispered. She got on her tippy toes and gently kissed my lips, I cupped her chin and deepened the kiss. At that moment I heard something fall, Somi and I looked to see what it was I was Hara standing there with wide eyes and her hand over . My eyes widened

“H-Hara.” I stuttered, me and Somi looked at each other with scared expressions. Hara ran down the hallway. “HARA!” I yelled running after her leaving Somi in the practice room alone. “HARA!” I yelled down the hallway chasing her I finally caught up to her and grabbed her wrist, and turned her around.

“Hara, this isn’t what it looks like.” She had tears in her eyes, and hate too.

“IF IT WAS NOTHING THAN WHY WERE YOU KISSING EACHOTHER??!” she yelled back, I didn’t know how to respond back, how would you respond to something like this? I looked away

“Exactly.” She coldly said and left

“Baby.” I grabbed her wrist, but she pulled away

“Don’t. Call me baby. And don’t touch me!” She hissed

“But bab- Hara.” I corrected myself

“NO. JUNHYUNG. WERE THROUGH!” she walked out the door. She screamed while taking off her couple ring then throwing it at my face. I ran after her

“Hara. Please, give me another chance.” I begged, she looked away and whispered

“I don’t think I can forgive you, I gave you all of me... I don’t want to be hurt again.”

“I won’t hurt you again. I promise.”

“Then you’ll break up with that chick back there than?” I sat there in silence

’Could I break up with Somi? I love both of them....’ I just stood there, she looked at me and scoffed
“I knew it.” She pulled her arm away “I’m gonna give you a week” she walked away

 I fell to the floor, looking at the couple ring in my hand. ‘This can’t be happening’

Somi’s POV:

I walked to the wall and curled into a ball. What’s gonna happen now? I thought to myself. I sighed, than my phone vibrated, it was a text it read

Unnnie. I’m hungry, you have no food in this place you call home.

Bring me some sushi! ^^ I’ll love you forever!

This girl, I laughed to myself, than I got another text. What does she want now? Cake??! If she asks for any more food, she’s dead. I opened the message.

Tsk tsk tsk... Thought I told you to be more careful.

 

My eyes shot open ‘it can’t be him’ to be able to see what happened you’d have to be… I looked all around the room, I shot up.

“Where the hell are you??!” I screamed no response. “Stop ruining my life! I just got out of your bull, I don’t want anymore!!” I yelled at the top of my lungs. After a few moments I heard some footsteps coming from the dark corner of the room. A tall figure appeared out the shadows, my eyes widened in shock.
“G-Dragon?” I looked at him with the what-the- face. “Why are you here?”

“TOP said he’d always be watching you.” He said with his cold voice. I laughed in his face

“Ha. He sent a like you?” G-Dragon than backhand slapped me, I fell to the floor holding my cheek.

“, you better watch that mouth of yours. Just because TOP isn’t here doesn’t mean I can’t beat the outta you.”

“I’d like to see you try.” I scoffed, he then picked me up and threw me against the wall. He pulled the back of my tank top down revealing the scar on my lower back, he touched it and I winced  

“You remember this?” he cocked his head to the side smirking, I looked away “Of course you do, who wouldn’t?”
FLASHBACK

“LET GO OF HIM YOU BASTARDS” I screamed being held back my Taeyang and Daeseung, tears uncontrollably running down my face

 “We’ll stop. When he gives back what’s ours.” TOP explained

“I DON’T HAVE YOUR MONEY!” Rain yelled

“Shut Up.” GD kicked him in the gut

“Rain!” I yelled, Rain slowly sat up “I’m okay Somi.” He mouthed, than coughed up blood. G-Dragon than looked at me and could see than I was in pain, so he made it worse, he grabbed a steel pole and swung it at him. He threw TOP a gun, and TOP aimed it at Rain

I winced, infuriated I kicked Taeyang in the nuts, while he was down I grabbed his knife and stabbed Daeseung, I ran grabbed a steal chair and hit TOP in the head with it making him shoot it toward the ceiling.

“You !” GD screamed, he reached for the closest thing to him which was a glass bottle. He smashed the end against a table and ran toward me sticking it into my back. An aching pain hit my back “What you get” he hissed, I fell to the ground crawling to Rain as GD gathered all of Big Bang and walked out the building

“AWWWWW.” I touched my aching back “” I winced, I looked at my hand. It was covered in blood ‘Rain’  I thought, I ran to his lifeless body on the ground.

“Rain.” I shook him, he barely moved I turned him over to see him covered in blood
“Somi-ah” he whispered
“Shhhhh, don’t talk. It probably hurts to.” I put my finger to his lips and he grabbed my hand and held it
“Somi-ah, if something were to happen to me-“

“Nothing’s gonna happen, It’s going to be all right.” I interrupted

“Somi shut up, let me talk” He said “If something were to happen to me I just want to tell you that..” he paused
“tell me what?” I asked

“..That all the times I’ve said I love you and everything between ‘us’ has been a lie.”

My heart stopped I didn’t know how to respond “W-what do you mean a lie?” I asked worriedly, he sighed
“A lie, fake, not real.” He continued giving examples but I wasn’t listening I didn’t know what to think... The man that I’ve been in love with for 5 years has been a lie all along… I looked down to try to get an explanation of why, I looked down to see Rain lying in my lap.
“Rain. Rain.” I shook him, but he wouldn’t wake up “Rain. Rain! RAIN!” I shouted,

FLASHBACK OVER

I pushed G-Dragon off of me, remembering all the painful memories
“Why the hell are you here for?” “And don’t say because TOP sent you.” I interrupted him just in case he tried to get smart. He smiled
“TOP still hasn’t recovered from his injuries, and he’s not happy.” I started to panic a little he could do a lot of things to hurt me or even... kill me.

“You look scared.” GD mocked “There is one way to get out of this.” He smirked

“What?” I asked coldly, he my cheek with the back of his hand

“You can become Big Bang’s little toy.” He smirked, my eyes widened and shock and I snatched my arm away from him.
“Never.” I said coldly
“Fine. Have it your way.” He said while walking away texting in his phone, I grabbed his arm
“Jiyoung… What are you going to do?”
“You’ll see when the time comes...” he smirked and walked away.

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banabread
#1
Chapter 51: PLS UPDATE I THINK I SUBSCRIBED BUT I DON'T THINK I HAVE UPVOTE BUT I WILL RIGHT AWAY.
kpopfreakILOVEYOU
#2
Chapter 51: Omg you finally updated!
I started reading but i have like no idea whats happening because i havent read this in so long hahaha
Gonna go read it over again! :D
BabeThao
#3
Author can you please read mine and tell me what you think I would be honored if you did
BabeThao
#4
Chapter 51: I not mad it just that I been waiting for so long update soon
BabeThao
#5
Chapter 5: please update i am your fan please update fighting!!!!!!
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#6
Chapter 50: please update i love it
WonZiGyuMin #7
Chapter 50: Wow congrats author nim and loveing the story so far update soon :))
lindersaurous
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Oppa Gangnam Style kekeke~
JungJiYoung
#9
UPDATE~~ ;DD SO DAEBAK!