"Ne,omma?"ChangHyun answer the incoming call from his omma that's had interfere us-his voice is hoarse with sniffing after crying.I stare at those redden and swollen eyes after tearing.It's not making sense of how could someone being that mean to such a fluffy adorable guy who did nothing wrong,he is innocent,how could his step brother did such a mean things to him?My eyes couldn't get off but to lock at the plaster on his forehead,what is he thinking?How could he bang himself against the wall just in order to get a slightly attention from his step brother.ChangHyun,just what are you thinking?What if you get hospitalized because of losing too much blood - he just putting his life in the ring of risk ,he done all of this is just because of his step brother,JongHyun.Sometimes,I just don't comprehend of what is in ChangHyun's mind,why does he have to do that much for his non blood related brother.JongHyun-goon isn't even flowing the same blood like him.Is it really worthy to do all of these to someone non blood related to you,ChangHyun? I really want to ask him if it's really worthy to done all of these.   "Jeongmallyo,omma?Jangnananiji?"I eavesdropping with ChangHyun's conversation with his mum in the phone,this is against the rules but ChangHyun suddenly get surprise and I just happen to heard it.   "Ani ani,omma.I will be home soon,"I heard ChangHyun said - so he is going to leave soon.I thought I will have the chance to confide my feelings today.I guess not.He pull away the phone from his ear,ended the conversation with his mum through the phone.His face vice versa than before,I see the bright,bubbly ChangHyun is back.He just look happy after answering the call from his mum.I wonder what's had his mum said to him that he turn to be happy right now?   "Hyung,"he immediately grab my hand on the table after he hang up the phone - can I have this hand on me for a little while at least,the pair of hands that feels cold just now is getting warmer a little.   "Ne?"   "JongHyun is just having a 2 days 1 night trip to his hometown,he will return after the trip.I had misunderstanding him.Omma just told me about it,"he said excitedly- should I be happy or unhappy for it?The one who used to be bad guy and hurt him will be return again after this.He pull away his hand from me and get his wallet to pay for the food.   "ChangHyun,no need,I will spend you today,"I stopped him from paying.   "Really?Thank you,Niel hyung,"he smiled like a kid who had cry because of losing his mum and the smile back again when he found his mum.His eyes is sparkling after the tears that gather in his eyes when he crying,it's damp.His smile is just too precious and pure like a baby.   "I will talk to you another time,hyung.I need to go back to ask further details from my mum about when JongHyun will be back.I still have chance to ask forgiveness from him,"he risen from his seat - leave right away,"Thank you,hyung for today.Bye!"he just gone like this.   Chance?Who will giving me the chance to confess my feelings as we