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The next day we meet infront of the shoe-shop I worked in.

Actually I was on my way to the old wall where Chanyeol saved me from stumbling but he crossed my way a little earlier.

"Don't you wanna greet your former boss?", he asks cunningly.

I watch him in unbelief. "Really? Are you crazy?"

"No, just wave over to her with you brightest smile.", Chanyeol suggests.

Why does he take things so easy?

I sigh.

"Well, ok."

"You'll feel better afterwards."

I walk over to the display window and take a look inside.

The woman that treated me like a child and took away my pride is just cashing up.

I knock against the glass loudly.

She devotes her attention to me and I wave cheerfully, with shining eyes and a smile on my face. Then I lift up my thumbs.

Her gaze seems disregarding but confused.

Well done. I confused her.

Then I turn around.

Chanyeol pats my shoulder. "Great.", he praises me.

"Haha, now she's the one feeling fooled."

We walk along the street which is full and crowded.

The air smells like fumes and it's noisy.

"Soon summer will be over.", Chanyeol mumbles.

Some leaves are falling down, blown away by the wind.

I lower my head.

I like spring time the most. Fall shows evanescence.

I grab Chanyeol's sleeve due to might getting lost.

"Where are we going?"

"Everywhere we want.", he smiles cheeky.

I shake my head.

"Can't we visit your home?"

There's no answer.

"Chanyeol!"

"No we can't.."

"Why?", I don't want to let loose.

"We just can't, ok? Accept it please.", he sounds annoyed.

I pull my hand away, not holding on to his sleeve anymore.

"Why are you so mysterious? Who are you and what's your business?"

He is overwhelmed with questions.

But he keeps on walking.

"Tell me finally!"

Then he turns to me.

"There is no answer, ok?! There is no home, no job! There's no 'Chanyeol'!", he shouts.

"What.. what do you mean?", I don't understand anything.

I don't get him.

"You mean so much to me, stop asking questions that aren't worth answering! Do you think they will change anything between us, do you?"

His voice sounds reproachful and somehow sad.

He turns around again.

Suddenly my head aches. The pain is so strong that there's nothing else to do than to kneel down.

Chanyeol doesn't stop.

My view is blurred but out of a sudden I can see myself, standing on the opposite of the crossing we've reached while walking.

The second me crosses the streets without looking, my heart runs fast.

I can't believe what I'm seeing there.

A car appears, it can't stop.

Tires jar.

It nearly hits my body but Chanyeol jumps between and pushes me away.

The car 'only' touches my right body half and I'm dashed away, falling on the hard asphalt.

My head knocks on the ground with an aweful sound, bouncing off like a lifeless puppet.

Meanwhile Chanyeol is thrown away some meters, the car crushed him with all its power.

His limbs are twisted terribly in unnatural directions.

Slowly a bloody puddle appears and spreads. His eyes are almost closed.

The difference between us is that my chest is still moving, oxygen is transported through my body.

His is inanimate.

A dozen of people are rushing towards the crossing, trying to help the accident victims.

The motorist has a shock, he can't believe what happened just a few seconds ago.

An ambulance arrives minutes later.

There's no chance to resusciate Chanyeol. His soul has already left his body.

The emergency physicians carefully get me onto the stretcher.

Afterwards, darkness covers everything.

It becomes silent.

The airs smells sterile.

I open up my eyes again, slowly. The view is still blurred but bright, white light blinds me.

Then I can hear familiar voices.

"Look, she's waking up!"

"Pshht!"

"Oh, sorry.."

A warm, soft hand grabs mine.

My eyes open completely and there they are: Dara, Bom, Minzy and a man in a white coat.

I'm speechless.

Bom rubs my arm, Minzy pats my blanket and Dara's still holding my hand, almost crying.

I don't have words to say.

"We have always believed in you!", Dara says, surpressing her tears.

"That was a fatal accident.", Bom notes. "But you've made it!"

Her eyes are shining.

"What.. happened exactly?", my voice sounds fragile.

"You were involved in a car accident..", Dara explains with lowered face.

"A boy saved you by risking his own life..", Minzy adds.

The doctor clears his throat.

"Luckily there were no serious injuries. Your head experienced a heavy crush but still you are only suffering a minor concussion. Due to the whole situation and stress you've slept two days without waking up. You are going to stay in our care for three more days, then we will see. Till then, get well soon!.", he smiles and leaves the room.

"What happened to the boy?", I ask shaky.

Dara looks at the others, worried.

"We should tell her.", Bom suggests.

"He.. died directly at the scene..", Minzy reveals.

My heart hesitates. I grab the blanket.

"He.. was destined to be my savior.."

"What are you talking about?", Dara wonders.

"He told me..."

"You knew him?!", she sounds shocked.

I nod.

They start discussing about something. 

Their voices disappear somewhere in the background.

Everything becomes quiet.

"I feel like somehow being destined to protect you."

Chanyeol.

You, who saved my life. 

You, who saved my daily life from getting totally ruined.

You, who gave me a chance to be who I am.

You, who showed me new perspectives, new ways to look at my life.

You, who was always there for me.

Why are you gone?

Why did my own mistake end your awesome, brilliat way of existing?

I am thankful for everything you did to me, for every second I was able to spend with you.

Now I am in your debt.

I will never ever forget how you endured me, how you tried to offer me entertainment.

Even though it was a short time I feel like knowing you since birth.

Friendship has nothing to do with the time people know each other for.

You understood me and put a smile on my face.

I'll always keep you in mind.

I hope to meet you again, hope to be your savior one day.

You are the brightest light in heaven now, showing me the right way to go.

Don't forget me.

Truly yours,

Chaerin