Wind goes through the leaves of the trees.

Some hit my shaking body.

I know it is unfair not to let Chanyeol explain himself to me.

But it wasn't possible.

Maybe because I am afraid of the truth.

I rub my arms. I'm freezing.

My legs feel like pudding and I decide to sit down.

No car is passing by and I feel like being homeless.

Suddenly there's the wish of turning back time, to not have walked away and not to be lonely.

My eyes wander around, hoping to see him somewhere in the distance.

There's nothing to see but dark clouds rearing overhead.

Obscureness swallows everything.

I'm scared. I don't wanna become a part of it.

I get up and run down the street.

How pointless. Nobody can escape the darkness.

It feels like my whole world isn't spinning around anymore. It's like standing still and I can't do anything about it.

Home's not far away.

My heart aches.

I stumble towards the maindoor and cling to the handle.

I'm breathless.

The staircase smells familiar and I enter the apartment.

As I get into my room I find a small piece of paper laying on my bed.

"Dear Chaerin,

I am awfully sorry for causing you so much trouble and fuster,

I did not suppose to do so.

There is nothing more terrible than to see you hurt by my actions.

I do not want to sound cheesy but this time you are my only friend.

Whenever I passed the shop you were working at, you looked incredibly sad.

It is really hard to explain but please give it a try.

I could be your savior. Maybe this whole thing is doomed.

Let it be worth it.

I am in your debt.

I hope this was not the last time we met.

Truly yours,

Chanyeol"

I swallow. This letter. Written in his best handwriting.

I didn't want to hurt him, I really didn't mean to.

I have to meet him.

I crumble up the paper, put it in my pocket and rush outta the door again.

DEAR READERS, I AM SO SORRY FOR BEING INACTIVE THE LAST TIME. THERE ARE NO EXCUSES TO MAKE, SORRY! ♥

Please keep on reading <3