Time. It's infinite and lasts longer than any life on this planet. But why is it that when I was with her, it felt as if time stops. As if time isn't infinite, but finite? That being with her and by her side made it so that time only keeps going only when I'm with her. But then I lost her. And that's when time stopped. When I lost her, it's like I was stuck living the same time over and over again. But that wasn't true, because time did keep moving and now...now here we are. She is so beautiful now that I can't believe that I'm seeing her again, that she's here with me once again. Except, this time, she doesn't have a smile on her face nor is she gingerly holding my hand like she always did. I guess this is my fault after all right? I was foolish enough to think that she was happy with the love we shared...that she was content with what I can give her, which I guess was too little for her. It's quite ironic really...how she had achieved all her dreams in life and so have I, well not everything, because I never married her. But I'm older now wiser too (I hope), and I realized that like time, life also keeps going. And as we sit here in silence all I can think about is how we somehow met again by fate or destiny or whatever you'd like to call it, I realize that maybe she is my singular variability. But then again...I'm no Einstein or Hawking so I don't really know what that is exactly. So I guess all I can do is smile and hope that if we cross paths again it would be because we wanted it to happen not because some outside force allowed us to meet. Because I really do, no matter what happened before, I really do hope that you can come back to me and our time can move on again. 

  "So..." Jessica awkwardly breaks the silence.  "Jess.." "No Yoona..please don't start this." "Start what? I haven't even said anything yet." I countered.  "Exactly and I don't want you to"  "Why? Why can't you for once let me speak?" My anger slowly building up.  "Because I just...I just can't listen to it Yoona. I just can't." She replied, holding back her emotions.  "Well I can't stand this either!" I finally snapped and she flinched.  "You left me behind Sooyeon. You left me because I had nothing but love to give you! Because maybe for you, love wasn't enough! But you know what Jess, no matter what I somehow can't stop my heart from beating for you. I can't help but long for your love. So tell me, the truth, that's all I ask. I just want you to tell me those words once again, those words you told me years ago, but this time, I want you to look me in the eyes and tell me. Tell me that what I give you isn't enough. That you don't love me anymore." I demanded, tears streaming down my cheek and her's as well.  "Please.." I begged her. Hoping that by hearing those heart breaking words again I will finally break free from living in the pain of the past.  But she didn't say anything. Nothing at all. She just looked at me with those beautiful hazel eyes.  "Okay..well I guess that answered my question didn't it?" I forced a chuckle.  "I better get going now, it...it was nice to see you again Jessica." I showed her a small smile before getting up from