It’s been 3days since I’m going to amusement park with JJ. But the dizziness still there. My oppas so worried about that. That rollercoaster thing. I’m really never ride that thing ever again. Right after I’m off that ride my stomach like going to explode. I ran to the toilet and throw up everything thats inside my stomach. Seriously, why that thing had been made?

I lay on my bed, feeling unwell and sleepy. I look up the ceiling and remembering whats has happen lately. I don’t know if it’s just my own imagination or it’s reality. For a few times I dreamed about married. Yes, married. On my dream, I walk down the aisle with my father and the atmosphere feels so good. I keep smiling while holding my fathers hand. But what makes me really shocked is the groom. It’s one of my oppas! How can I marry my own oppa? And that dream always ends with me screaming when I see my future husband.

What the hell that dream about???

I heard a soft knock on my door. Then Kris oppa walking inside. I just look at him without get up from my bed.

“How do you feel?” Kris oppa speak so softly after he sit down beside me on my bed. I shift to adjust my head on his lap. Kris oppa my hair softly.

“Still dizzy?” he asked again after his first question remain unanswered. I just shook my head. I don’t know why I’m being like this to him now. And I don’t know why I want to cuddle with him tonight. Isn’t that weird??

“Oppa....”

“Hmmm....”

“How is Yejin unnie?” it’s been awhile since I met her. She is Kris oppa girlfriend. She is pretty and elegant. How I wish I can be like her. Because I’m not girly, more l