Dear Diary: 

The doctor said I was free to go ! 

The first place I went to was of course, the studio. I was glad to see that Minwoo was there, although he said he would be quite busy with his full schedule. 

We texted so much since the time he came to visit me. Is this some kind of developement? 

Ohh... I don't know if I want this developement.. yet I yearn for it so much. 

I don't know but my manager said I changed ...a lot. For the better, so he said. I wasn't aware of it.. I seemed... like me. Perhaps happier? 

Some say love changes you forever, I wonder if my situation is the same. 

The director has a busy schedule this whole week, so I can't finish the song this week... But still, I'm happy I get to see him...everyday.

It's so sad that he's so busy! We barely had any time to talk... his hyungs too. So lonely.... 

Even though I'm out of the hospital.. the manager didn't let me take any major jobs or anything. I was left with doing a few variety shows, that means most of my schedule is empty. 

Aigooo!! I can't stand this anymore. Minwoo.... 

No.. no.. I shouldn't act this way. I am 17 (Korean age.) this year. I am (almost) an adult. Thus.. I can control my desires... 

Or not. 

Ah! Minwoo texted me... 

He said he's free on Sunday...his only free day... and he wants to spend it with me! Oh... should I say yes? 

But...he should spent some time with his family... but.. he's always so busy. 

~ Sorry Minwoo's family. I replied as yes. I hope it goes well. 

Oh god.. I'm blushing now. Have I really changed that much ? 

~I shall wait patiently till the date.... Shall I buy some new clothes?

At times like this... I really wished I had friends. 

Ai <3 Thanks for the comments. They are always so nice. :D I'm really happy when I read them especially since I don't get much comments from this story <3