After Note
365 Of HunHan
Sehun thought of writing back to Luhan or flying all the way to China just to talk, but then he knew it was no use. He'll probably end up
looking stupid in front of Luhan, now that he has no feelings for him, nothing would change. The love won't be there anymore.
Moving on was the most diffuclt thing to do. Thinking of Luhan became a daily requirement for Sehun. He would cry most of the nights
away, knowing that his love won't come back for him.
His EXO hyungs would always visit him and try to comfort him by saying that everything will be alright. Just hearing his precious deer's
name would break his heart. All he had was their bittersweet memories, yet Sehun wanted to keep them.
He didn't write back to Luhan or anything. Which gave Luhan the thought that Sehun didn't receive his message.
Sehun thought he was going crazy, lovesick. Now that Luhan is gone, his rock, his strenght, his deer, his life.
Sehun thought of suiciding.
It took his hyungs a hundred of reasons just to stop him. They made sure that one of them would come over to Sehun's place
everyday to check and make sure he's okay.
But one thing was for sure, nothing would erase Luhan form his heart. The deer left him a scar that nothing and no one can heal.
After a few attempts of trying to forget Luhan, something unexpected was about to happen a few days from now. Something that will
definately flip Sehun's world around. He wanted to bury his body on the ground. He didn't know how to react to this news. He sat in
front of his desktop staring blankly at the message he rceived.
"I'm flying back to Korea. I'll be boarding in two days. Hoping to see you."
- Luhan
Sehun took some time to process this news and didn't believe at first. He figured out that Luhan might be messing with him and just
wants to add more pain to what Sehun is feeling right now.
[To: Baekhyun hyung]
Is it true that Luhan will come back to Korea?
He sent a message to Baekhyun and asked,
[From: Baekhyun hyung]
Yes, he told Suho about it too. We'll pick him up in the airport once he gets here. Would you like to come?
Sehun confirmed it wasn't a joke. He let out a deep sigh. He lied and said,
[To: Baekhyun hyung]
Nah, i'm busy.
What hurts the most is that Luhan wasn't coming back for him. That jack- jerk who ditched him was coming all the way back to
Korea just to fix some stupid company papers of him and get the other stuff he left behind. Surely, he was decided to stay in China
for good.
Sehun wanted to hurl all Luhan's stuff outside their apartment. he knew that seeing his ex-boyfriend's face would only make his
feelings worse, and he couldn't handle it anymore.
The day of Luhan's arrival came. Sehun made sure that he packed every property that Luhan left. He didn't want him to take long.
He wasn't even sure if he can look him in the eye. Sehun tried to get a hold of his self, No, I've moved on already, he declares.
When truly he knows that he hasn't. He wished that Luhan would at least not forget what they've been through. Sehun wanted to be
remembered after all.
Sehun's phone vibrates inside his pocket
[From: Suho hyung]
Hey maknae, Luhan just landed. He would be there anytime soon.
He braced himself for the worst. He knew that this day would be another day full of tears and sadness knowing that Luhan is coming
back, but leaving again soon.
He bit his lower lip, Sehun was nervous.
He was going to see his ex-boyfriend soon.
Luhan was coming "home"
yahhhhh sorry if it took me a long time to update again!!!!!! here's chapter 9 :) Sorry if i disappointed some of you guys!! I'm tring to write a better one :)
Stay tuned for the last chapter!!!!!!!! Thank you!!!!!
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