Last Goodbye
365 Of HunHan
Sitting still on the couch with his arms and legs crossed, Sehun stared at the clock. Every tick of the hand told him that Luhan was
getting closer. He can feel every beat of his heart pounding inside his ribcage.
"knock knock" the sound that gave Sehun a fright and caused him to jump out of the sofa. He took a couple of deep breaths. He
made sure that his clothes looked good on him and had a last minute hair fixed. He walked towards the door reaching his hands out to
unlock the knob. Sehun wanted to back out, he wished that it wasn't Luhan who's standing and waiting outside the door, but then he
thought that he wanted to end things the proper way. He gathered all his strenght, turned the knob, and pulled the door open.
Outside stood a man that he used to sleep with everyday. He wore a pair of his favorite Chukc Taylors, black jeans and a white v-neck
longsleeves rolled up to his elbow.
"Hey, Sehun." Luhan said softly.
Trying to sound as manly as he could "Hey, Luhan."
Sehun noticed that his hair color changed. A blonde guy now turned into a brunette. He remembered promising that they won't change
their hair colors because they both agreed that blonde suited them well....and now, promise broken.
Sehun cleared his throat "Come in."
Luhan entered the house that he used to live in, a few months ago. He looked around and noticed that everything was different.
Sehun's painting were everywhere, the table was not where Luhan remembered it should be, the curtains were pulled up, letting the
sunlight pass through, it was definately not how Luhan left it. Except for one thing, the photo of him and Sehun during their pre-debut
days was still there. He was somehow glad that Sehun didn't remove it.
"I see you still kept that photo." he said.
"Oh," Sehun walked towards the place where it stood at took it down.
"You didn't have to do that," sounding a bit disappointed.
They sat across each other awkwardly, trying to avoid each others eyes.
Finally, Luhan broke the silence and asked "So, how have you been doing?"
"Busy" Sehun replied. Thinking that he was being rude, "Busy with my work" He added, trying to make Luhan feel more comfortable.
Luhan just nodded and another moment of silence grew between them. Sehun was never prepared for this moment and it was obvious
that Luhan wasn't either.
As Sehun poured tea into their cups, he can see Luhan staring at him at the corner of his eye. Not able to take it anymore, he held
back his tears mainly because he didn't want his ex-boyfriend see him cry. He wanted to show Luhan that he was strronger now.
"I'm sorry," Luhan whispered
"I'm okay," he replied.
"You always say that you're okay when I know you're not."
Sehun looked up to him, "Well, maybe i'm not okay. But if I tell you how I really feel, can you do anything about it? Will things change and be the way it used to be?" He asked with bitterness.
Guilt washed over Luhan, but he knew that Sehun was just being honest.
Sehun tried to wipe the tears forming in his eyes, keeping Luhan from noticing. He sniffed.
"Here are the things you left behind," handing a duffle bag to Luhan. "I knew you wouldn't stay long so I packed them for you."
Taking it from Sehun, "Thanks."
"If you want to go, then you may." Sehun stood up, heading to his room when Luhan stopped him and grabbed his hand.
"Sehun-" he said. Luhan stood up from his chair and faced Sehun.
"Promise me that whatever happens, you will stay in this house." He bit his lip, "It's the only thing I can give you now."
"You want me to promise you?"
"Yes," Luhan said firmly.
"Well, guess what, you also promised me a lot of things and you ended up breaking them all and suddenly ditches me out of nowhere."
"Sehun, I-"
"I loved you Luhan. But I gues you've changed. Is that how easy for you to let go? After all we've been through? Didn't I love you
enough?"
"I can't keep on pretending, Hun."
"Don't call me that, Luhan."
"I'm sorry, Sehun. I hope you'll be happy soon."
"I will never be happy without you." Sehun admitted. His voice was pleading Luhan to stay. He was hoping that he would somehow
change his mind.
Looking down, Luhan said "You'll always be in my heart, Sehun....forever."
"You taught me that forever doesn't exist." Sehun replied. Which gave Luhan flashbacks of their promises, and one of it was Forever.
"Let me stay with you for one night, Sehun."
Sehun was shocked. "Wha- why?"
"At least, let me pay you back after all the things I've done to you."
"L-Luhan, I don't need a payment or anything."
Please, Sehun. It's the least I can do for you." Luhan said in a tone that made it hard for Sehun to resist.
"Luhan, I-"
"You've got nothing to lose. I just want to do the things we used to, before I leave again."
"You know that I still love you. If you do this, you'll just hurt me even more, so no." Sehun made himself clear. He didn't want to make
love with Luhan even though his ex-boyfriend was the one who asked. He knew that it would be forced , so he decided not to push it.
"Sehun, if you love me-"
"No, Luhan. No. If you're trying to get back your feelings for me through making love and ing on bed, then no. I don't want
it to be that way. Love should come naturally and I've already accepted the fact that you don't love me anymore. If you do this, then
leave me again when I wake up, it'll only double the pain. Pleas stop hurting me."
The words hit Luhan straight to the heart. Sehun was right.
"Okay," he said. "I understand."
"Goodbye, Luhan."
Luhan looked into Sehun's eyes for the last time. He remembered how much he loved this guy, but now the feeling just disappeared.
"Goodbye Sehun. Thank you." Without another word, Luhan turned away and walked out the door, leaving Sehun in tears.
Luhan was gone forever.
The garden was filled with beautiful flowers. Chairs were set beside the aisle which led to the altar.
Sehun wore a white pants and suit. He had his hair fixed and had his biggest smile. His EXO hyungs were all present, giving him a
thumbs up as he walk down the aisle with a bouquet of flowers. It was the day he'd always dream of.
Waiting for him was the most beautiful man in Sehun's eyes, Luhan. He wore the same outfit like him. Luhan smiled as he watch his
soon-to-be-partner walk towards him.
He reached out his hand and together they exchanged vows.
Sehun woke up from his dream.
He tried to believe it was real. It seemed real. His head was still hoping that when he goes out of the room, he would still be there,
waiting to have breakfast.
Luhan would still be there.
But he knew in his heart that it was just a dream.
Luhan won't be there. He will never come back. Sehun might have regreted Luhan's offer about staying for one night.
He closed his eyes, "You were the best 365 that happened in my life." He puts his hands over his faceand sobs.
He remembered that a certain deer would always say,
"Take good care of the things important to you, because the next thing you know, it might not be there anymore."
It took 365 days for Luhan to ask him out
It took 365 seconds for Sehun to say yes
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Luhan wanted a break up
It took 365 hours for Sehun to let go
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