HA RA'S P.O.V.

As I was walking along the street, a manly figure in front of me caught my eye. He seemed so familiar to me, it’s like I knew this man like forever but I don’t remember clearly who he is.

By the time I saw him, my heart did not hesitate to beat fast and I don’t have any idea why my heart behaved so absurd.  Ever since I was born, I’ve never felt this way before. The feeling when you’re about to burst from this tingly feeling just because you can’t control your heart from beating so outrageously fast.

My hand automatically reached towards his shoulders, I wanted to know who this guy is. It’s like, I wanted to take a peek of who he is and at the same time, I don’t want.  I’m just really curious why, of all the people in the world, made me feel this way. I know it’s weird, but even I, myself, don’t know what’s happening. It’s like; I’m feeling the urge to see his face even though I know that I will just embarrass myself in front of all the people in the street.

I started to walk faster in order to catch up his pace. I really want to ask his name and see his face. When I was about to tap his shoulders, I withdrew my while thinking the possibilities of who this mysterious person might be. I may or may not regret this decision of mine. I just realized he was starting to walk away, very distant to me.  Again, I walked faster that before making my legs weak and numb from all the walking and running. I seriously need to do some cardio after this. While trying to catch up with him, it shot right through me that I may be following a maniac or some crazy dude, but I didn’t care. Well who does? Everyone wants to do it. I’m just not that smart enough to copy them. WHATTHEHECK?! When will this walking stop? O.O

 Even though I try keep on catching up with him, I know that I won’t be able to get near him since he’s really far from me now. I’m starting to lose my faith because I can’t see him anymore. I tiptoed my feet trying to look for him, but to my disappointment, he’s nowhere near me.  My heart suddenly felt funny. It twitched and it really did hurt me. WHAT WAS I THINKING?! I might put myself in danger, but It didn’t matter to me. All I want to do is to catch a glimpse of his face, but noooo. It seemed like destiny and fate is not doing its job. It’s like they are against my will, from seeing his face. WAAAAAEEEEE?!

My sight suddenly got blurry. I can’t see people or even things clearly. I noticed that tears started to stain my cheeks. The pain in my chest is not fading. I exploded. There, I cried really hard like a lost girl in the mall, looking for her mommy. I didn’t care if I’m attracting the attention of all the people around me. My only goal is to remove the pain in my chest. I know it’s weird that I’m acting this way, but… UUUUGGGGHHH. NO ONE KNOWS WHY THE I’M FEELING THIS WAY.

My heart sank really deep, knowing that I won’t be able to see the stranger again, It felt like half of my life was missing. I started to lose control of my body, feeling numb and about to faint. In an instant, I fell on my back. I can feel that people started to approach me. I heard Gasps and Sighs, and people shouting “SOMEONE FAINTED HERE, PLEASE HELP HER!” I, then, felt that someone carried me; maybe they are bringing me to the hospital. I drifted to sleep, knowing that I’m going to be safe and fine soon enough. I trusted this person who is carrying me.

A/N: AISSH. honestly, when I re-read this chapter, ITS BORING T^T I dunno how you guys endured reading this one =))) you can criticize me =)) but no BASHING. okay? :> I decided to edit this, so that you may not get bored and sleepy while reading this one =))) I tried to make it more descriptive and I hope that I succeeded. I edited this one since my grammar  and narrative sense TOTALLY :P =)) ENJOY =^^=