i think i messed up my plot again .. i lost the draft again T.T

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Junsu stood with Jaejoong’s doctor at the ER , talking with them about the best course of treatment. Yunho watched from a distance , standing beside Jaejoong’s stretcher . His director lay unconscious before him , and he stood back just watching the staff of ER attend to Jaejoong. All he could think was one thing.

He had failed Jaejoong.

Jihoon sat in the waiting room , watching Eric stare out the window . Dongwan and his boyfriend sat side by side , anxious , worry and fear dripping from them every feature. Andy sat on another couch , head bent down to stare his feet sadly with Junjin beside him. Jihoon sighed trying not to let his fears be seen to anyone in the room.

The image of Hyesung lying unconscious on the table was forever burned into his brain . The smell of blood was stuck in his nose. The image of the bright red blood contrasting against Hyesung’s pale , lifeless flesh made him shiver internally.

He felt he’s failed him.

He was his bodyguard . He was supposed to watch his back . And he let him get kidnapped . He was tortured nearly to death , now he feel really bad.

An hour later Junsu walked into waiting room , everyone stood up except Eric and Jihoon who still stay in their position .

“ How is director ? “ Andy asked

“ They manage to take the bullet out of his body and he currently in recovery room right but .. “ Junsu sighing , “ There is a poison in the bullet , we still don’t know what the effect so what he have to do is wait and pray for the best , “

Andy nodded his head

“ And how about Hyesung ? “ It was Dongwan who asked

“ Hyesung ssi .. “ Junsu turn his head and look at Eric , “ He’s not good , “ he said then turn again to facing Dongwan , “ He has some extensive bruising , two broken ribs , dehydration and a broken wrist not to mention that he have asthma attack when he arrive here , he also show a sign of respiratory infection .. he’s in the rough shape . “

“ Oh God Hyesung , “ Minwoo held his head and buried his face in Dongwan shoulder

When he hear that Eric’s mind raced with possibilities of what the men did to Hyesung. Broken bones , cuts , bruises , dehydration. No doubt in his mind he was tortured rather than extensively by his captors. He hadn’t doubted that since he saw him in that room , bound to that table. But still , one though that popping into his mind .

He had failed him.

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Yunho sat with Jaejoong in his hospital room right after he was move into private room, refusing to leave his director a.k.a lover side. He glanced down at the pale form of Jaejoong , wrapped in bandages around his stomach with IVs coming out of him. He loosely grasped the hand closest to him , hoping that Jaejoong would actually know he was there. Yunho sighed , rubbing his thumb gently over Jaejoong’s knuckles .

Yunho felt bad because he didn’t back up Jaejoong in the gun fire