A/N: Sorry I took so long to update this. I'm FINALLY out of school ^.^ Which means more updates. After you read my story, if you haven't already, go read the story called "F.E.A.R" by Kaiichi. It's the best fanfiction I have ever read. No joke.

ANYWAYS, Here's the story :D

Donghae’s POV

“Even if I try to avoid you, I can’t find a place to hide. I’m trapped by you, who I can’t even deny. If it was love, if you really loved me, don’t do this to me. Her whisper is the Lucifer.”

The energetic music made my heart pound fast, as the powerful words blared into my ears. SHINee always knew how to relate to me, through the words and amazing beats. The music made me want to dance, while the words made me think of the person that who loved dancing more than I did. Granted, that person never got out of my head, but still.

“When I first saw you, I stopped for a short time, as if someone was tightly seizing my heart, not letting go. Still, you took all, all, all, all, all, all of my heart just like that. You make my heart burn when you’re not here.” Its uncanny how those phrases relate to me so well.

Lee Hyukjae, you own my heart and you don’t even know it. Whenever he’s away, all I can think about is when he’ll be back. My chest feels like its burning when you’re not around me. I was unconditionally in love with Lee Hyukjae. We were just best friends to him, but I wanted something more. We knew everything about each other, including the fact that his two brothers are in SHINee. That didn’t change our relationship though. I could care less.

“I feel like I’ve become a clown trapped in a glass castle. I dance for you, who will never be satisfied. You look into me openly, touching my brain. I think I’ve become a fool. I think I’m only getting more and more attracted to you.”

Hyukkie sees past me, he reads me like an open book. I felt the headphone being pulled out of my ear, as Onew sings the next part.

“It’s not that I hate you or that I dislike you. It’s just that kind of stare is a burden, is all. I’m not going anywhere. I’ve waited like this by only looking at you.” His voice sang in my ear, as he wrapped his arms around my waist in a hug. Ever since Hyukkie and I became best friends, we started hanging out with his family more. I’ve grown to love the members of SHINee like they were my own little brothers.

“Little Jinki, what can I do for you?” I asked affectionately. Onew hardly ever let other people call him by his real name. He smiled his adorable little smile at me, and then I noticed that I was surrounded by the entire group. They all tackled me to the ground, giving me their hugs. I couldn’t help but to laugh at their childishness, and ruffled all of their hair.

“Donghae-hyung! You know how long it took me to do my hair?” Both Key and Jonghyun said simultaneously. Then they proceeded to look disgustingly lovey with each other. No wonder they were together. They were so much alike. I sighed, wishing that I could be like that with Eunhyuk.

“What’s on your mind, hyung? Thinking about Hyukkie-hyung again?” Taemin asked, his little face showing signs of a large smile about to come out. Taemin, well actually all of the guys, loved the idea of Hyukjae and I being together. All of my close friends, which meant the members of SHINee and the Super Junior club, knew about my crush on Eunhyuk. All I could do was nod, as both Onew and Taemin squealed like little girls.

“I can’t wait till you guys get married and then we can be real brothers!” Onew said, the excitement of a future, which might possibly never happen, showing in his eyes. I snorted at his comment, bringing Onew back down to reality.

“Jinki, Taeminnie, he doesn’t like me like that. He only likes me as a friend.” I started to frown, as tears threatened to fall out of my eyes. I saw Taemin and Onew exchange a glance, before both of the kids got a mischievous glint in their eyes.

“Hyung, you love to dance, right?” That was a silly question, as both of them knew how much dancing meant to me. Jonghyun and Key snapped out of their love bubble, and it wasn’t long before the couple and Minho formed a little ‘O’ with their mouths. I was honestly scared because when these five were planning something, not even the apocalypse can stop them.

“What we came here to tell you was that our manager told us that we could pick two of our own choreographers to create a dance for our song, ‘RingDingDong.’ Our first thought was you and Hyukkie-hyung.” I was at a loss for words. There were a lot of experienced choreographers out there in SM Entertainment, but they chose me and Hyukkie. Happy tears were falling down my cheeks as I gathered all of them up in a hug.

“Saranghaeyo. All of you.” They all just giggled and one by one kissed my cheek.

“We love you too, hyung!” They all chimed. They were all as adorable as Henry, and I just wanted to pinch their cheeks. Geez, I’m turning into Leeteuk with all the umma stuff. But I couldn’t help but to feel more like their umma than their hyung. I could tell that they weren’t telling me everything, as Minho had an evil smile on his face. It was strange because Minho was the most angelic out of all of them.

“Meet us in the auditorium in like ten minutes, umma.” The word just slipped out of Key’s mouth. It felt nice hearing them calling me that. You could see the shock on his face, and he quickly scanned my face for any signs of anger. I was probably the happiest person in the world right now. Key let out a sigh of relief, and his face was content that I accepted to being his umma. I watched as my little boys left the gym and went to the auditorium, probably going to find their brother.

They said to go to the auditorium in ten minutes, so I didn’t know what to do until then. I was going to go back to practicing my shooting, but instead I plugged my iPod into the dock, the song that I was listening to last playing. I sat back on the bleachers, letting my mind wander. It was only natural that my thoughts go to Eunhyuk.

“If you tie me down and trap me, then the love is also tied down. The future is also tied down, it can’t grow anymore. Freely empty yourself and look at me. I’ll fill you only; I’ll completely fill you only.”

***

Aish! Why can’t I get this dance right? I’ve been working on the choreography for this song for a while now, but there was something missing.

“I want you like crazy. I can’t go a day without you, oh baby. I hold you in my arms; my heart still beats for that love. I’m suffocating more and more. I think I’ll die like this. I want you, baby.” Kyuhyun’s voice blasted through the large speakers of the auditorium. He was so lucky he had someone to love. It was so easy for him to put the love in his singing, as Sungmin inspired him. As a matter of fact, almost all of them had someone. Our group currently consisted of thirteen people. Everyone was in love with someone, except for me and Henry. Heechul was with Hankyung. Leeteuk-umma and Kangin-hyung are in love with each other, just too nervous to make a move. Ryeowook had Yesung. Siwon had Kibum. Shindong had his girlfriend, Nari. I was afraid that I was never going to find someone.

“You’re so, so beautiful. I’m entranced by your appearance, I’m entranced. I’m captured by your gaze; I can’t turn my head around either. I’m a fool…” My body never lost the time of the song, and knew what move to do at what time. I heard the auditorium door open, and I saw the most beautiful person on Earth. He had amazing dark brown hair, which looked so soft. My eyes trailed down his face, seeing thin, pink lips. I briefly wondered what it would be like to kiss him. I could feel my body’s movement changing into something foreign, something that I never choreographed for this song, but it felt right. I danced throughout the entire song, keeping my eyes locked with the man. I concluded that the man must be new, as I have never seen him in school. I think I would’ve remembered a beauty like him if he’s been attending this school.

***

I felt a sharp pain on my head, as Siwon’s face appeared in my vision. In his hand was a basketball. I glared at him, realizing that he probably hit me in the head with the damned basketball.

“What do you want?” I hissed. All he did was laugh, but put his hands up like he wasn’t guilty.

“Hey, don’t shoot the messenger. Key told me to go get you because he thought you were most likely daydreaming. That kid can be very scary when he wants to. His new hairstyle doesn’t help very much.” I couldn’t help but laugh at him. How can anyone be scared of Key? He was too adorable. I looked at my watch, noticing that I only had two minutes to get to the auditorium.

“Later, horsey-Siwon.” I said, running out the doors of the gym. When I got to the auditorium, I saw the SHINee members standing around, laughing at a spaced-out Eunhyuk. Even when he was daydreaming, he still looked irresistible.

“Umma, we all know you want to jump Hyukkie-hyung, but please try to keep it in your pants.” Ah, Jonghyun and his wiseass. Like the mature umma that I was, I stuck my tongue out at him.

“Hyung!” Taemin yelled out, hoping to wake Hyukkie up. His eyes refocused, and landed on me, his cheeks flushing in a red color. “Good. Now that you’re paying attention, here’s what we have to tell you.”

I ignored what the SHINee members were saying, focusing on the beautiful specimen in front of me. He was completely perfect. Our friends constantly, saying that he resembles a monkey. The monkey was my favorite animal now. Hyukjae had the most perfect personality ever. He would always joke around with me and the guys, but had a really sensitive side. He treats all the little kids in our group like they were like Jinki and Taemin. I tuned back in time to hear Jinki announce that they were leaving.

“Hyung, we’ll see you at home. See you soon, umma.” My heart fluttered. I don’t think I could ever get used to them calling me their mother. I saw my little Minho and Taemin look back at Hyukjae and wink, probably thinking I didn’t see it. I quietly giggled at their foolishness. They were too adorable!

Eunhyuk and I were all alone now. Now or never! My mind yelled at me. I seriously hate that voice in my head. It always starts to sound like Leeteuk or Heechul whenever I needed to think through things. I decided to be daring and make my move.

“They’re right. We’re going to be spending a lot of time together.” While I was zoned out, I heard little bits and pieces of their conversation. My heart sped up at what I was about to do. I stood on my tiptoes and left a kiss on his cheek.

I think I just fell for him even more.