**Serenitys POV I woke up from the blinding light that came from my window.. ugh. But me, being to lazy to get up and close the blinds, just decided to go back to bed. I rolled over and was met with another face. "Aah!" I screamed and jumped back a little bit. It was Eli. He was sleeping next to me. Luckily my scream didn't wake him.. it did make him grumble a little though. I noticed another thing. He was shirtless .. oh my god please tell me--okay yes his pants are still on. And I'm not sore so nothing like that happened.. phewwwww.... Eli is a cool guy and all but.. I don't like him like that. He's not my type. I quietly got up and started going downstairs.. but I saw Ivy's door was open a little.. me being a curious little that I am. I peeked inside her room to see the most adorable thing ever!!! Kevin and Ivy were sleeping together and Kevins head was resting on her chest like a pillow, and his leg was over hers. Ivy had her head resting on Kevins and they were wrapped up in each others arms. That's so cute!! And now for my y side to come in. I pulled out my phone and took a picture. Muwhahaha blackmail! Just in case. I decided that I should leave them be now and go downstairs to get food cuz my tummy is rumbling a lot and its pissing me off.. I reached up to grab the fruit loops but I couldn't reach it!!!! "Damn it. Why is it all the way up there!?" I groaned and went to go get a chair but then I noticed an arm reaching up and grab the cereal. I look over to see a smirking Eli. Still shirtless...by the way. He handed me the cereal. "Morning Ren." Eli said and I couldn't stop staring at his chest.... omg.. no bad Ren!! I snapped out of my daydreaming and felt myself blush. "See something you like?" Eli teased me, ugh that njdnxnejd omg... but I do..DONT. NO I DONT. damn.. "Aha.. morning Eli.." I said ignoring his question and poured the cereal. Then I remembered the picture I took. "Wanna see something I saw this morning?" I asked him and he looked confused. I laughed and pulled out my phone and showed him the picture. He smiled "I don't understand why its such a big deal between them. They obviously still love each other. I mean for Kevin its obvious cuz he admitted it. But... ivy.." Eli said. "Yeah Ivy is a little.. tough when it comes to this. But I can see it deep down that she still loves him. She's just to pissed off at him still to see it. Give her time." I said. And Eli nodded. Just then Kevin and Ivy came downstairs. Both of them half asleep still and they didn't notice they were holding hands. I giggled a little at it and took another picture. Ivy glared at me. "Why the did you just take a picture?" She growled. Kevin flinched.. ahh poor guy.. "Well.. that doesn't matter. But I'm just happy the two love birds are up." I said and Ivy looked like she wanted to punch me. Eli laughed. "We are not--Ugh I swear one of these days Ren.." She said and unknowingly let go of Kevins hand. I saw the disappointment in his eyes... "Whatever you say Ivy.. Eli go put a shirt on." I said and Eli smirked again. "Oh come on. You just want me to put a shirt on so I'm not distracting you anymore." He teased. I blushed. . "N..no. just.. ahh whatever." I said and left the kitchen to go sit with Ivy in the living room. It was such an awkward atmosphere with Kevin and Ivy.. why are they--no why is Ivy rejecting Kevin again like he's nothing? Yesterday something must have happened that made her click... but now... ughhhhh I don't even know!! I will figure this out though... I swear on it I will!!! ~~ **Ivy's POV Eli and Kevin went home hours ago and now me and Ren are at the mall shopping for some new clothes. Where did we go first? HOT TOPIC. "Omg Ivy.. you gotta buy this." Ren said pointing to a black skull corset and a black skirt. It was cute. "Hmm... $60? Jeez... I guess I will though. Its adorable so I don't care how much money it is!" I said and grabbed it off the rack. I went off and found an outfit that Ren would look amazing in. "Hey Ren!! Look at this!! You should get it." I said holding up a black strapless tube top that said " YOU" on it and red/black/silver multicolored shorts. "Eli will love it on you." I smirked at her and she gasped. "What!? Ew. No. I don't want it now." She said turning her head away and crossing her arms. I rolled my eyes. "Oh come on. You know you like him. I saw you drooling over his shirtless chest this morning. Just buy the damn clothes." I said and she groaned taking the clothes. "Well.. maybe I do but I'm not sure.. what about you and Kevin? You too were so cute this morning!" She said and I stopped. "What are you talking about!?" I asked. She sighed. "This morning I took a picture of you both sleeping. Look." She said and shoved her phone in my face. It was a picture of me and Kevin cuddling. I cringed. Ehhh... "AND! Not to mention this morning you both came downstairs holding hands." She said. What? "No we weren't." I said. "Yes you were. See!" She said and showed me another picture. It was us holding hands. I groaned. "No. I don't care what Kevin likes.. that doesn't mean anything!!" I said. "Then how did you both end up in bed with each other all cuddly and lovey." She asked. "Last night I heard someone crying. I went to go check it out and I found Kevin in your room crying his eyes out. All I did was comfort him. And he fell asleep on me. So I brought him to my room. That's it. Okay?" I said while paying for the clothes. And then I headed out of the store. Ren followed me and I could feel her huge smile. "Awwwh you still care for him!!" She squealed. I groaned. "Of course I still care for him. He's still very close to my heart.. but there's just one big wound in the way .. okay?" I said and then she shut up. She just started texting. Who I figure was Eli. ~~ It was now monday and I wasnt really looking forward to it. I was in heading to first period but first I had to stop at my locker. "Hey Ivy!!!" I turned around to see Jennifer running up to me with Dongho by her side. I smiled at them. "Oh hey Jenn. What's this?" I said pointing to her and Dongho. They were holding hands. "Were dating..." Jenn said blushing. I squealed "Omg when did this happen? Last night?" I asked and they nodded. "Awwwh I'm so happy for you guys!" I said and gave them a hug. "Thanks... so, how's your little boy problem?" Jenn asked. Mentioning Kevin. I sighed and opened my locker to have something fall out if it. I jumped a bit. I picked up what fell and it was a bouquet of red, black, and white roses. They were beautiful! "Well, I think... it just got a bit worse. I'm guessing these are from Kevin..." I said, still mezmerised by the flowers. "Awh. He gave you flowers. I don't understand why you won't just take him back... he's obviously head over heels for you still.." she said and I was actually beginning to question my logic also.. He's a sweet boy and I had many memories with him.. but then again he's a celebrity now and he's bound to go back to Korea eventually. And I can't offord to go with him...plus I don't know any Korean other than a few words.. It makes for total disaster . Kevin really should just get over me.. I noticed that the bell rang and I had two minutes to get to class. I put the roses back in my locker and me. Dongho. And Jennifer went to music. When I stepped inside the classroom I saw Ren sitting over with Eli and Kevin was there too. I went up and sat down in between Ren and Kevin. The teacher started talking and I drifted off. My mind was focused on one thing. Kevin. ~~ All day. He's all I could think about. He was everywhere. He's always near me. I can't get away from him and I'm going insane!!!!! Today during lunch, he wouldn't stop looking at me and he grabbed my hand under the table . Oh the nerve that boy had. But I didn't let go. Yell at him. Or give him a look. I HELD HIS HAND ALL THROUGH LUNCH. oh my god what is going on with me... no no no. "IVY STOP PACING! Your making me dizzy.." Serenity said as she flopped down on the couch. "I'm sorry. I'm just stressed out. That's all." I said and went to grab a water. Serenity followed me. "Realizing your feelings towards Kevin is nothing to stress about." She said and I glared at her. Oh how I could strangle her right now. "I DONT HAVE ANY FEELINGS TOWARDS HIM. OKAY? Stop saying I do cuz I don't! Just..stop it." I said and went upstairs to take a shower. "STOP LYING TO YOURSELF! ITS NOT HEALTHY!!!!" She yelled up to me and I almost punched a wall. After my shower I went into my room and laid on my bed. *tap tap tap* I heard tapping on my window. But when I looked over at it nobody was there. Nothing. Except a picture. I went over and saw it was an old picture of me and Kevin.. on our first date... memories of that day flooded back to me and I felt my face get a little damp. I was crying... I did miss Kevin. A lot. But I can't let him back in... I'll just get hurt again.. oh I hate this.