Jr was standing in his classroom by himself. Minhyun and Aron had said they would go out and... Eh.. Jr didn't even wanted to think about what Minhyun had said they wanted to do. The pictures he had gotten in his head wasn't quiet nice. He slowly sat down on a chair. He didn't knew why, but the last couple of days he had felt hopeless. Never in his life had he felt this hopeless. He had always taken life with a smile and nothing could get him down. But this did... The way he could touch the boy... But never take his heart... It felt hopeless. Why did he have to fall in love with Kyu? Kyu was way over his standard... Kyu was more that he would ever be able to get... His heart felt like somebody had put 1000 knifes in it... He could see how the blood would run down his chest, if that actually happened. He closed his eyes. Seeing the blood slowly falling down in drops on his chest. The red color against his skin. He opened his eyes again when he heard the door open. He turned around, staring at a boy standing in the doorway. "Uh. I...I'm sorry. I..I.. I .. Didn't wanted to interrupt anything." Jr looked closer at the boy... He seemed nervous... It was cute. His dark hair was longer than most other boys hair and his body was slightly close to being way to skinny. It seemed like a tiny hug could break the boy's bones. Jr got up from his chair, slowly walking over to the other boy. His eyes not leaving the boy's body. His skinny arms, his sharp cheeks bones and his puffed lips. The boy looked confused at Jr. Jr sent him a smile. "What's your name?" The boy's confusing got even bigger. "Jaesun." The boy mumbled. Jr nodded. "Jaesun." He repeated. Jaesun nodded. "I actually ju..u..st wanted to..o.. Find Changmin..." The boy stopped talking. Jr was now standing a few inches away from him. Only a thin layer of air between them. "Changmin you say? Don't think about him now Jaesun." Jr moved even closer. Closer and closer until his lips meet the other boy's. Jr put his arms around Jaesun, not giving the other the change to run away. He pressed his lips harder against the other boy's lips, closing his eyes and imagining it was Kyu in Jaesuns place. Butterflies flying around them. A house in the background and two small boys running around them. Just then the door got slammed open. Jr didn't opened his eyes and just ignored the sound. Suddenly he got pulled away and crashed against the wall. "ing ." A high muscular boy yelled in his face. "Why do you think you have the right to violate Jaesun