my love
Love me again
Hi, this new chappter is POV of our Kwon Ji Yong. This is the story of love through three lifetimes. A misery love ;; __;; .... Seriously, I really don't know why I had this idea but it made me feel like crying when I wrote this.... Hope you will understand my feeling, too... It's a bit difficult to understand but it will make their love becomes more and more precious ^^ Tell me how you feel about this chapter, please. !! Next chapter, we will understand more about Kwon Ji Yong's love for Seungri, so please don't hate him in this story ^^ Finally, thanks you and see you next time ^^
When I was eighteen years old, I had a strange dream and it changed my life forever… I knew that, my fate is a smile of the man who I love the most in this world… Three lifetimes…we are mean to be with each other… My baby, My Seungri, My Lee Seunghyun…
In the dream, I see that I become a general of ancient nation. My nation is prepared a war with enemy nation and I’m the leader of this army. Beside me is a man whose smile like a sun, very bright and warm He’s my…Seungri. Seungri is my subordinate, and he’s also a spy of enemy nation who want to murder me. I know all of it, I know his identity, I know why he wanted to come near me, but I still love him. I don’t know why I love him this much, maybe we’re all lonely in this world, maybe he and I just feel tired with the high pressure in our shouder, or maybe our soul just find out each other…Simply, Love sometimes..doesn’t have a reason…
But, life is not that simple. Because of love, can I give up my nation, peace life of my country and people’s life ?? No, I can’t and he also can’t… We all have our fate, cruel fate…
In the day when snow cover the ground all in white, he and I are fighting each other, not as lovers but as enemies who want to kill each other. We’re just like two hurtful animal that only want to bite the other to death, not know anything but killing… In our soul, somethings are falling… Red, blood dyes red full of area…We can’t cry…But..blood just like our tears…falling…falling…red tears…
Finally, my sword is close to his neck. It’s the end. If I cut his neck and bring his head back to my nation, it will be our victory. In this moment, I can see that he closes his eyes and smiles, the smile I love the most. Almost I can see he becomes an angel, free from anything, free from pain, free from torment, free from this sinful love… My Seungri is always this beautiful… I stop my sword, look at his face for a while and I realize… He’s all of my life… Nation, people’s life…all are not important anymore… His smile is the only thing that I want to treasure. My love, please live and be happy… So, I kiss his lip for a last time, it’s so sweet, I will bring this taste with me forever… I whisper to him : “ All the thing I do just for you…love..” And I cut my neck deeply. The last moment, I can
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