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I has never cried before your eyes because I didn’t want you to see the weak side of me… You hate useless person… Now that I think about it, I only showed you the fake of me, the real me has never been seen. Love doesn’t mean like that. If you love somebody, you will accept all of them, their good or their bad… no matter what…

The previous life or this life, one thing can’t change about me that is my confidence. You know, I’m just a country boy who went to this big and luxury city to achieve my dream. I don’t have anything at here, no family, no friends, and I’m not a real genius. I just have my bigger efforts more than normal person and I will just try till I worn out. Without confidence, I’m nothing. So, I try to show people all my good side, I want to make people see me, I want to shout to them : “ Look at me ! I’m Seungri ! I’m a singer ! I’m a dancer ! This’s my dream ! This’s my life !!” . I’m just like ephemera that forever goes toward the light, even if the light will burn them alive. When it was about love, it was also like this. I loved Kwon Ji Yong, I loved him with all my heart, I wouldn’t stop when I hurted, I couldn’t love anyone but him. And that love killed me… Not that I blame it on Kwon Ji Yong, it’s not his fault, and it’s not my fault either… You know, love is not a sin and you can’t feel sorry about it. But, you should have choose the one who you love, because if you love wrong person, all you will take only pain…

About Kwon Ji Yong, this Kwon Ji Yong is so different from that Kwon Ji Yong. He’s more gentle toward me and he always makes me confused. Sometimes I wonder, this Kwon Ji Yong has something for me ? However, I give up on this thought immediately. Kwon Ji Yong although in different life, is still a mighty dragon. A dragon whose fate is king of this entertainment world. Standing next to him, is the place for people that he sees that his pars. Kwon Ji Yong likes people who has special talents or genius like him. The previous life, he was always surrounded by that kind of people. Kwon Ji Yong is one of a kind. He will always be like that…

I’m just a little bird that wants to fly to the blue sky , not to conquer it. I want to make my dream comes true, I don’t want anything more than that. So…I can’t step more than this to him. I admit that I still have feeling for him, all the thing he did for me till now, makes me very happy. But, nothing is more than that. Kwon Ji Yong won’t be mine. Maybe this life, he sees me more than a brother, or in a minute , he felt something for me. Though it’s not love… Kwon Ji Yong ah, till one day, you will realize I’m not the one that you need and you will continue flying to where you belong, so I won’t have hope for you… Lert everything come anf end in peace, you know… I will take this good memories of you till the day I die…

Kwon Ji Yong wants to near me, I will take a step back. Like this, the distance between me and him, won’t never full fill. He also realizes my plan, bu