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The day when I first met Ji Yong, I immediately felt in love with him and began my misery life. Now, thing will change….

“ Ji Yong, this is Lee Seunghyun , he’s new trainee of our company, you’re his senior now, treats him well” I heard Mr. Yang introduces me to him. I remember  previous life, when I saw his face and his smile, my heart beated so fast and I couldn’t look him eyes to eyes. Certainly he could call me idiot that time. I smile, now, this is beginning of my new life. I look directly into his eyes, and shake hand with him.

“ Hello, hyung. I’m your junior, so please teach me things I need to know.  Thank you !”

I said politely. Yes, this time, just be my normal senior, normal hyung. You and I, don’t connect to each other anymore…It’s better this way…

And after that, everything are all like I rememeber. I practised hardly and be chosen one of a member of BIGBANG. And we will have the compettion between six trainees. Just different, is my behaviour to Ji Yong. I avoid him with all my might. I practise at different place, time he practises I would go somewhere else. If we have a meeting, I will chose the seat far away from him. Talking to him, I will say shortly as I can. I want me to be invisible to him. I thought, maybe I just shouldn’t  join BIGBANG too ? But, I denied that idea immediately. I love BIGBANG, really love. Although between me and him had something, we all had the same love for BIGBANG. I also like my three hyungs so much : TOP, Daesung, Taeyang… So, I will try all my best to join BIGBANG , become a good maknae but…this time, I won’t let him become my favorite hyung, my most important person for me. We are just leader and maknae, just like that…

When we practise dancing, I see So-1 is clinging to Ji Yong. Yes, I always know S0-1 has something for Ji Yong ,too. I used to be jealous of So-1 and competed to him for Ji Yong’s attension. I and So-1 did everything to impressed him. Now, remember it, I think Ji Yong at that time, always knew about our love for him. But he used us to bring him amusement. Two stupid boys who are madly in love with him and became clowns, yes, it was funny, right ? But, I can’t blame him. Because that was my voluntary, my desire to have him. Now, I have new life in my hand and I won’t do it anymore. So-1, one day, I hope you will find your happiness,too.

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