Dear Diary, 

The sun hid behind the clouds.  It's gonna rain today.  

_______________ Hannah May 31, 2013

I stared at the sky.  It has been three months since I have last confessed to sunbae.  He didn't give me a direct answer yet.  He just smiled and told me to come there under the Sakura tree again on June 8.  I set up the date already.  This is...  The worst.

The sky is crying now.  The raindrops splattered on every building, every person, everything below the heavens.

God is crying.  God is sad.  

There is no mistake.  I too am.

On the day I prayed to God to extend my life until June 12, he seemed to have answered my plea.

My heart beats normally.  For now.  He told me that as soon as I confess to Kai-sunbae, I have to leave.

Leave.

Leave the world.

No matter what his answer is.

Leave happily.

Leave sadly.

Leave painfully.

Leave.  Because right on the mark, an hour after the time I confessed, my heart will stop.

I will die.