I'll be writing in Key's POV for now as I need to describe his pain and loss of Jonghyun. I'm also going to write about the times they spent together too. So yeah... Enjoy!?!

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Never Again will I see him.

Never Again will I see his face

Never Again will I see his smile

All I have left are only pictures.

Never Again will I smile

Never Again will I open my heart

Never Again will my heart flutter

I'm now just a lifeless doll, a puppet with no strings

Never Again will I feel him against me

Never Again will I feel him whisper in my ear

Never Again will I feel his lips on mine

All I have left are memories...

I crave for him, his touch, his love, as if they're drugs

I can't stop my tears from falling, my heart from breaking,

whenever I pass by the places filled with memories of him

I feel as if my heart was torn apart and I was left to bleed till death.

He was my oxygen, my reason for living, but now, they're gone

I gasp for air, I can't breathe, whenever I think of him

He promised he'll love me forever, care for me and never hurt me

But why did he have to go and leave me all alone and broken?

Never Again can I tell him that I love him

Never Again can I hear him tell me he loves me

Never Again can I be me, without him

I miss him, I want him, I love him, why did he have to go?

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I'm sorry but that's all for now. I just woke up and I'm supposed to be eating breakfast and not writing this. If you're confused, the he is referring to Jonghyun. This is about how Key is feeling. Please comment even if my story . Thx.