When we are waiting to our order (food) someone… call me. I excuse myself…

You: Excuse me

Taeyeon: *nod*

I hurriedly went out and answer the call…

On the Phone:

You: Hello

???: Hello Jay

You: hmm… what is it Minho?

Minho: I have a new part time job or should I say a group job… so want to go with us?

You: hmm… next time not today, by the way what’s that kind of job?

Minho: you have a great voice and you are a great dancer too so ---

You: *sigh* Minho like I said I’m not going to do that job again

Minho: But we need one person and that one is you only Jay

You: *sigh* ok ok I’ll think about it later

Minho: ok... but Jay please we need you I know Taemin nag you  later or tomorrow morning

You: yeah yeah I know *sigh*

Minho: *chuckle* thanks buddy

You: yeah but I’m not sure about it ok?

Minho: *sigh* alright… bye

You: yeah bye *hang up the phone* *sigh*

I hang up the call I sigh heavily….. Is it ok if I accept it right? After all I don’t have anything to do though after my class… If I accept that my parents going to be mad *sigh* and Taeyeon I don’t know if she’s going to agree *sigh* aiissttt I don’t know… *sigh*  but I need their permission first before I agree in that job thingy.

I went inside and I saw something that I don’t want to see, I saw Taeyeon and Kai talking and laughing that they knew each other since they met so long… I don’t why I feel that I’m boiling inside.

I went to them and I saw that our food is our table now. Taeyeon and Kai notice me, Kai smile at me, I went straight to my chair and sit there *sigh*… why I behave like this? Because you are jealous! Me? Jealous?  No way I’m not Jealous *sigh* ok ok I  give up yeah I’m jealous a little aiissttt…! *boiling inside*

You:*cold voice* let’s eat *serious*

Taeyeon: *look at me* o-ok let’s eat *smile lightly*

We eat silently… I want to ask her why they are laughing, they’re really happy, she’s laughing and smile sweetly to Kai but to me she’s not like that to me why she’s really moody aiisstt… -_- I hate this kind of feeling!!! I’m jealous!! REALLY JEALOUS!

You: *stand up**serious* excuse me

Taeyeon: *look at