It was hard for Taemin to talk about his personal experience and personal feelings as he was type to secretly mourn in pain and sadness because he didn't want anyone to see him in vain. He was scared that if he lost his happy image and tries to express himself, everyone would leave him alone as they were too overwhelmed at his one hundred degree changed. He was sarcastic but cheery boy.

  "What do I do when you know that your sister was my first love?" Taemin asked while brushing Jieun's hair away from her forehead as she sleep on her desk - too tired from planning their event. Taemin sighed and stared at Jieun softly, "I don't know why but I don't like it when your with someone, especially with a boy." Taemin muttered before chuckling in silence. "What am I doing? Talking to someone whose asleep!" Taemin knocked his head off in playfully manner.   Jieun have always treated him the same, the very same time they met. She was too secretive as well but Taemin already knew her problems as Naeun have always spoke about her in sadness. "Sometimes, I dream of swapping lives with her, so she could feel the love of our parents." Taemin remembered Naeun's words when they both sat in the meadow he showed her. It was their hiding place, they were the first one who found it and they were the only one who knows where it is but, until now, since Taemin had showed Jieun, the meadow.   His parents got married for business as his father were always strict and was always fond of work and his grandparents decided to arranged marriage him as they were afraid of becoming old and not seeing their grandchild. "I promised mother that I wi