Hi readers..

its my second ff.. 

i got the idea when i listened to the song, so.. i'll upload the foreword first before i forgot :p

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I hate you so much, I hate you because I love you
Innocent tears and a bruised heart
I am hurt and hurting

I erase it all, I erase it because I might die
Because I’m hurt to the point where I can’t take it anymore
Because I might again love you, who is still in my heart

I guess it’s still too early to say I forgot you, it’s still a bit iffy
I thought I could forget you easily but it’s not as easy as said
It would’ve been better if you left me coldly at the end
But you were so beautiful even till that moment
You take up more space in me than I thought
In your empty place, there is a wound called memories
I am just looking at it, hoping that it won’t remain as a scar
I am saying this so that you can’t hear
So that my hidden heart won’t be discovered
I am wandering, dizzy and drunk off of you

I hate you so much, I hate you because I love you
Innocent tears and a bruised heart
I am hurt and hurting

I erase it all, I erase it because I might die
Because I’m hurt to the point where I can’t take it anymore
Because I might again love you, who is still in my heart

It’s so dark to the point where I can’t see the end
It’s so deep – I think there’s still a long way to go
I’m finally leaving on this sailboat called lingering attachments
The wind is cold – I look around but there’s not a single light

I erase it all, I erase it because I might die
Because I’m hurt to the point where I can’t take it anymore
Because I might again love you, who is still in my heart

A day passes and yet another day passes
And I’m still looking for your empty spot and wandering
The wind is so cold
My heart is the same today
I am erasing you in this rain

I hate you so much, I hate you because I love you
Innocent tears and a bruised heart
I am hurt and hurting

I erase it all, I erase it because I might die
Because I’m hurt to the point where I can’t take it anymore
Because I might again love you, who is still in my heart

I hate you, I hate you crazily
I hate you to death so I can’t just let you go like this
I hate love, I hate you
Because I might again love you, who is still in my heart