This is enough, the heartache, the painful tears
I was always in pain, ever since you first came to me
I know even if you don’t say it
That someone like me will never live in you for a single second
I know this and I know that if I love you, only I will get hurt
But what do I do with these painful tears that won’t stop?

You, who I can’t have, you won’t know
All day, I secretly hide my love
I want to smile and comfortably look at you
But because I love you, because you’re so precious
I don’t dare to approach you because of my FOOLISH HEART (click! yes yes!)

Do you love someone else?
Can’t someone like me live in you for a single second?
I know this and I know that if I love you, only I will go crazy
But this good-for-nothing longing makes me look for you

You, who I can’t have, you won’t know
All day, I secretly hide my love
I want to smile and comfortably look at you
But because I love you, because you’re so precious
I don’t dare to approach you

Now I don’t even have tears, I just have a blank heart
It actually hurt less when I was crying

I’m afraid that I might never see you again, that we might get separated
So I can’t say anything and can only pound on my heart
I love you, I loved you, these are words I never once said
A foolish and good-for-nothing heart, that’s the only love I can do

Didi were going upstairs from her room in basement to the kitchen, when she slightly heard piano tinkling from 2nd floor, JYJ's room. 

Who's that? Has Yoochun came back earlier from Shanghai?

Didi frowned to have remembered the guy who had made her couldn't sleep these past few days. Not only because of their last fight, but also because his random appearance at some places in Shanghai that had been captured by fans and created some short of mess in social media. Well, it's no good for an idol to have his fans bickering each other for his sake. 

Me myslef never thought that he would go to the china town! Rrrr.. That guy! By the way, then who is that playing the piano.. wait a minute.. 

Didi tip-toed up the stairs to the JYJ's room which has the grand piano in the corner. She stopped in front of the door and heard a familiar tone coming from inside the room.

Isn't it.. Junsu's new song? But, the voice.. it's not his voice..

"Jeje??"

Without stopping play the piano, he lifted up his head awhile, shocked a bit but then he smiled, and continue sang the chorus part.

You, who I can’t have, you won’t know
All day, I secretly hide my love
I want to smile and comfortably look at you
But because I love you, because you’re so precious
I don’t dare to approach you

I’m afraid that I might never see you again, that we might get separated
So I can’t say anything and can only pound on my heart
I love you, I loved you, these are words I never once said
A foolish and good-for-nothing heart, that’s the only love I can do

Didi clapped when the song ended and Jaejoong finished his piano playing. She the approached him with a bright smile.

"Woaaah! Jeje, i never thought that this song would be this good too to be sang by you. I'm so touched"

Jaejoong looked starightly to Didi's eyes without saying anything back, and made her lips started curling down, confused.

"Jeje, what's wrong?"

"I saw a tray of snacks in the kitchen in the morning after i drunk with Yoochun couple days ago"

"Tray?" Didi whispered, almost inaudible.

"You heard our conversation that night. Didn't you?" 

"I... I..." Didi stuttered, looking down to the floor. She knocked her head mentally for eavesdropping others conversation and got caught.

"You did?"

Didi nodded.

"I'm so sorry.. I didn't mean to.. But i didn't listen for all your conversation. Seriously.. You know, just a tiny part.. hmm.. just some statements.. you know.. i.."

"Didi, i love you.. i thought i would ask you for a date"

And Didi's jaw dropped to the floor...... of the basement.

*****

Aaaak!! How can this story turning like this?? X_X

Jaejoong or Yoochun?

*crawling to my snack's container, hoping that after i'm done with the chips i'd get some insight*

Guys?? Helloooo?? Are you guys still there?

No??

Hiks.. T___T

~D~

PS: Maybe i'll update in the next month, cause my cupcakes and cakes order are so full!! X_X wish me luck!