Author's Note: I have final exams until Thursday. (Thursday is my last day of school) ^^ I will update sooner after Thursday.

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Ilhoon's POV

I woke up  facing a still sleeping Hyunsik. Every time I look at his face it reminds me of all of our times we spent together. It reminds me of what Kikwang told me and I can't help but tear up.

Hyunsik opens his eyes slowly.

"Ilhoon, why are  you crying."

I said nothing. I just hugged him tighly.

"What's wrong?" He asks me.

"Please, don't ever leave me. I cannot handle a life without you."

Hyunsik just lays there stil trying to figure out what I'm talking about.

"I would never leave you, Ilhoon. I love you."

The tears in my eyes keep pouring out. 

"I-I L-love Y-you to H-Hyunsik." I attempt to say. I was clearly unable to control my emotions. 

"Are you okay Ilhoon?"

I can't even think straight right now. I'm probably scaring the living hell out of Hyunsik right now.

"H-hyunsik just give me a s-second." I say frinally regaining proper speech. At this point my hug was more like a death grip.

This almost exact scene has been happening for about a month now. Ever since Kikwang told me Hyunsik's past I can't help but cry at his sad past. Hyunsik doesn't even know that I know about it either. I want to tell him that I know so badly, but Kikwang said if I told Hyunsik then Hyunsik would turn into a different person.

"Ilhoon?! Please speak to me!! Are you okay?! You have to tell me what's wrong, It's eating you alive!!!!

Today seems to be worse than usual.

I can feel myself go in and out of consciousness.

"I'm s-sorry Hyunsik....." was the last thing I said before I went out completely.

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Okay I know this is super short. I have exams to take this week. OTL

I should be studying right now but instead I'm writing a small filler because I love you guys.

ALSO What do you think about EXO's comeback?