Past to Present

I Should Go
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    Jessica's POV   We just wrapped up our concert in Taiwan and I'm glad to be back in Korea. Right now we're still at the airport together with the girls. I'm still  updated with Onew even if I haven't seen him in awhile.  I almost rolled my eyes when someone bumped on me i turned to look to see who bumped on me.   "Oh I'm sorry I didn't see you" this blonde-haired girl apologized but I know she's not sincere with it.   I just stared at her and breathe in to calm myself to remind that i'm an idol that has to keep my image clean. I sneakily looked her up and down noticing her model-like physique.   "Just be careful the next time" i let out a faint smile.   "Oh yeah and try to not block other's way" she smirked at me and flipped her hair leaving me dumbfounded.   "Aish!"   "Jessica are you fine?" Tiffany asked me noticing my frowned expression.   "I'm not fine since I just bumped into some  " i told her while Gritting my teeth.   "Sica held it in okay we're in public"     Later on I forgot about her seeing our fans waiting for us. I waved at them and smiled to cheer them up.   I tried calling Onew but he's not answering maybe he's busy  and left message instead to visit me.   Onew's POV   I smiled seeing Jessica's message on my phone. I quickly changed into casual clothes and on my way out when someone blocked my way.   "Hey"   I blinked my eyes a few times to see if my imagination is playing with my eyes. There's no way that Nana is in front of me it's been a long time the last time i saw her.   "Jinki" she let out a warm smile and took a few steps forward towards me.   I gripped on the strap of my messenger bag and gulped as she walked closer.   "Nana" i exhaled before i continued to speak "what are you doing here?"   "Jinki I'm here because of you" she bit her lower lip.   I shook my head lightly "no Nana I don't have time for this and if you'll excuse me I have to meet my girlfriend" i walked past her.   "Jinki" she encircled her arms around my waist "i'm sorry everything happened so fast and I'm scared and..and i was torn between my dream and you"   "Apology accepted" I huffed "Can I leave now?" I removed her arms and turned to look at her.   She shook her head with tears in her eyes "You should be happy for me Jinki you used to told me that you want me to be happy"   "If only i heard it straight from you Nana. I don't want to live anymore after the car accident with my parents but I tried to live for you..i still have the reason to live and it was you but you left me" I tried hard to hold back my tears. She's making me confused. Why does she have to be back now that I'm perfectly fine.   "We can still make this work out Jinki.. I reached my dreams but This time I wanted to fix us.. Please let me" she reached out for my hand.   "Nana you know you will always have a soft spot in my heart.. But we have to leave some things as it is. I'm already happy and you should be too.. If you need me I'll help you" i patted her shoulder then wiped her tears " go for your happiness" i wiped her tears and and started to walk away from her.   Nana's POV   It broke my heart when he mentioned he'll visit his girlfriend. I wished he was just saying it to make me jealous. I was his first and I'll be his last that's what we promised to each other before. I have to leave him while he's recovering at the hospital because his family has been involved to a car accident only him survived the accident then an offer came up to me. An international modeling stint I've been dreaming of but I was torn If I should leave him or not but I chose the first. I left him shattered there I was afraid that we will get married soon and that was my dream afterall. I may sound so shallow but I saw him before my eyes turning into someone I didn't know. He was not the Jinki I know instead he became a depressed one.  I love him but I have to go for my dream leaving him hanging on our wedding preparation.   "You told me I was the only one you can love" i sobbed as I saw him disappearing before me. If only I've been patient on him maybe we have kids right now.   "Miss We're about to close now"   "Oh yeah I'm about to leave but can I ask for a favor"   "Oh okay Miss"   "Can I have Lee Jinki's number?" I noticed his troubled expression.   "I'm an old friend of his"     Onew's POV   I lost my concentration since I met Nana. She's all in the past I remind myself. I pressed the doorbell and when it opened I smiled at Jessica smiling at me brightly.   "Onew!!" She ran into my arms.   "Sica" I let out a smile at her and ruffled her hair.   "I missed your annoying face don't you know that?" She tilt her head sidewards while pinching both of my cheeks.   "Stop calling me annoying Sica" I put my arms around her shoulders and steered her inside their dorm.   " I can call you whatever I want my dear Onew" she said nonchalantly that made me burst into laughter.   I looked at my phone buzzing and reached for it. I opened the message and saw 'Jinki' from unknown number.   I pursed my lips while guessing who might it be "hmmm maybe Jonghyun" I put my cellphone back at the center table.   "Who's that?" She raised her eyebrow scrutinizing me with her look.   "I honestly don't know maybe one of my friends fooling with me"    "Psh maybe it was your kept woman"   "Silly! You know I can't do that to you" i pinched her nose and pecked her forehead.   "Good! I'll push you off this building if you're hooking up with some girls"   I
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jinkistagram
#1
Chapter 40: when will you update the next part? T^T
jinkistagram
#2
Chapter 39: why dont you update the next chapter?:")
Ink_Porter
#3
Chapter 40: oooh I really miss your story author-nim, please update, don't hanging us hehehehe
Se-ril
#4
Chapter 40: Still waiting for an update. :)
ondubu #5
Chapter 40: lol i like jealous sica xD also i didnt know you wrote 'stuck between two players' lol i love your storylines! keep writing. :)
suyuyuyu #6
Chapter 40: awww finally!! I really 10000x miss your story author-nim.. xoxo
megameeba
#7
Chapter 40: Ohhh~ you're back!! I missed you sooo much, my favourite author <3 <3
Please update quickly!! Cant wait anymoarr
XxSHINee-RoxyxX
#8
Chapter 40: I LOVE THIS STORY! i want you to update like... EVERYDAY!! What about onews illness! HE BETTER NOT DIE!! ~ >.<

Thank you so much for the long update! HWAITING! ϵ( 'Θ' )϶