Hi Guys Please also read my other story Stuck between Two Players please let me know what you think of this chapter   No one's POV     "Oppa Jessica's birthday will fall on Thursday too sad we're on Japan" Yoona told Onew   "Even if she's here she doesn't want to spend it with me" Onew said sadly.   "I really don't get Jessica lately she has been testy"Yuri rolled her eyes causing Onew to laughed.   Onew looked sadly at Yuri and sighed. He's thinking on giving Jessica a gift but worried that Jessica might not like to see him again.   "Oppa Unnie is not telling us anything but I can feel something's bothering her I sometimes heard her sobs inside her room" Yoona puffed her cheeks.    Onew frowned when he learned that Jessica seems to have a problem. He's more mad at himself because he promised before to always make sure the Jessica is happy not to be sad anymore like how they first met.     "Key I need an extra job help me" Onew pleaded Key while they're on work.   Key snapped his fingers and his face lit up after thinking for awhile "Hyung I can recommend you there but it will be just a temporary job"   Onew hugged Key but Key struggled to get off "Aish Hyung but why do you need an extra job?you'll tire out yourself if you will have another job."He gave Onew a questioning look.   "I neeed to buy something Key"He grinned at Key.   "Aha Hyung are you going to give someone a gift?"he sounded cheerful with his guess. Onew shyly nodded his head and placed his finger on his mouth.   "Did you already look for a gift?!" Key shook Onew's arm   "I will go look for something tonight and I hope you can come with me"Onew clasped his hands together with pleading eyes.   Key tapped his finger at his temple thinking "Okay..but you have to treat me a snack"   "Happy birthday Jessica!!!!!" Girls hugged Jessica squeezing her.   She smiled but it doesn't reached her eyes."Thank you guys!"    Their fans sang her a Happy Birthday song while they're onstage. She couldn't be happier than this because of the support of their fans. She roamed her eyes around the venue filling her mind with thoughts of him and thought that she doesn't want to lose everything with her one mistake. She tried to Laughed, be playful, and happy all throughout the show because she doesn't want to let them down.     Jessica's POV     I should be happy on my special day but I can feel an empty spot on my heart. My family called to greet me and I'm celebrating my birthday together with the girls that I also treat as my family. I looked at my cellphone surprisingly I didn't receive a text from him maybe he doesn't know my birthday and remembered I didn't mention it to him either.   "Thank You guys I'm really happy today" I thanked them but I kept to myself that I'll be happier if he's with me. They asked me to blow the candle and before I blow it I closed my eyes silently uttering my wish.   I wished for my family,friends, and I to be healthy, Good career, and I hope to be with him again. A tear fell on my eyes after I blew the candle knowing that my last wish is impossible.   Taeyeon occupied the seat beside me at the airplane going back to Korea. I drifted my gaze at her when she nudged my shoulder.   "Jessica I heard from Manager Oppa the management talked to you..Is that the reason you're not your usual self?"she lowered her voice and looked around.   I bit my lips not wanting to spill out "I'm always like this Taeyeon..Zoning out is my thing"I lied to her.   "Zoning out is your thing not crying yourself at night"she raised her eyebrow.   "You should let yourself be happy" I felt that there's an underlying message behind her statement.   "Why do I feel like you know something?"I sounded suspicious   She let out a sigh "I accidentally overheard your conversation with Manager Oppa I learned that the management talked to you and so on."she smiled apologetically   "It's okay" I smiled at her to let her know I'm okay with her knowing it "It's my own will no one forced me."   She sighed "Jessica don't you notice you have a weird relationship with Onew?" I creased my forehead.   She chuckled "You guys went out together take note it's just the two of you so I think you're treating him more than a friend"   "We're friends that's it" I crossed my arms.   "Do you want to lose him?"she asked me   I shook my head vigorously and felt sad imagining I will lose him.   "Then why are you taking him for granted?"she raised her eyebrow.   "It should be that way and it's my own decision" I looked outside the window.   "Jessica we want you to be happy..Everybody's entitled to their own happiness"   What Taeyeon said lingered to my mind. It's clear that I don't want to lose him but after what I did to him does he still wants to be with me?   "Unnie don't come in yet!"Yoona held both of my arms stopping me from stepping inside our dorm.   "Yoona I'm tired okay?let me rest"i hissed.   She pouted again making me want to smack her head.I saw the girls rushing inside."Yah!"I shouted.   Yoona looked at her cellphone and pulled me inside. It's dark inside our dorm.   "Why is it so dark inside?!Yah!" I yelled because I can't saw anything. I stretched my arms to checked If I'm going to bump. I was startled when there are chri