The Reason

I Should Go
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    Onew's POV     I asked Yoona to return everything Jessica gave me including the bracelet. I don't want to give her false hope so I made up my mind and put everything in the box and gave it to Jessica through Yoona. That night I just cried watching her and asked Yoona to came and took Jessica home. I knew that Yoona is also mad at me but I made her promised to me she won't tell it to Jessica.   I touched my right wrist to felt an empty spot that the bracelet left. I sighed as I continued wiping the table. It's too early in the morning so We still haven't had any customers.   The door swung opened and a rushing figure came in. I turned around to see our first customer that made my smile fades away. "Krystal?" I mumbled.   She crossed her arms and stopped in front of me "Yah!" She glared at me.   "H-hi" I nervously greeted her.   "Hi your face Onew!" She doesn't call me Oppa anymore I saw her balled her fists.   "If it's about your sister..f-feel free to leave" I hung my head low.   She clutched my collar "You're shameless!"she screamed "After what you've done to my sister" I removed her hands from my collar.   "It's not my fault i-if I can't return her feelings" I averted my eyes away from hers.   She slapped my cheek "that's for my sister!" She slapped the other side of my face "For not being true to your word! You said you won't hurt my sister" tears started to pool in her eyes.   "What's done is done Krystal" I answered back enduring the impact of her slaps on my cheeks.   She wiped her tears "because of you my sister is in the hospital!" I looked back at her.Jessica is in the hospital.   "W-what happened to your sister?"   She huffed "She let herself soaked in the rain because of this unworthy guy" she pounded on my chest "She got Pneumonia Onew and It's all your fault!" I remained silent.   She continued pounding on my chest as she cried "Don't regret this Onew but I won't let you see my sister anymore" I have to face the truth that our time doesn't match well maybe in the next life it would be us.   She slapped my face hard making my face numb "People like you doesn't deserve to live..I regretted that I met you and go bury yourself deep down!" I stared on my shoes until she strode angrily towards the entrance.   "I deserved this"I touched my cheek.   "Hyung Are you fine?that was Krystal Jung right?" I nodded my head." She's a Onew why does she did that to you?"   "It was my fault Key..I'm the bad guy here" I tapped her shoulder.   I've been spacing out my whole shift. I felt my chest is heavy because I'm back again to being alone. I asked Key because he's a fan of Jessica to know where hospital Jessica got admitted.   I looked around the hospital to see where I can sneak in. I came through her room's window When I saw no one is in her room I grabbed that opportunity to come inside"I hoped I won't get caught" I mumbled as I silently skipped through her room.   It squeezed my heart to see her looking so pale while sleeping in her bed. I went near her bed and touched her hair. I put the soup I made for her and a single stem yellow rose on the bedside table.   "I'm sorry" I planted a chaste kiss on her forehead."Get well soon" I kissed her palm while she's asleep I noticed that she's still wearing the bracelet I gave her that made my eyes teary.   I stared lovingly at her face because right now all I can do is sneak just to see her. I want her to hate me so that would be easier for her to forget me. The thought of her forgetting me brought a stinging pain in my heart.   She furrowed her eyebrows while she's asleep "Onew" I heard her mumbled and held my hand tightly "Onew" I bit my lips to stop myself from sobbing.   I kissed the back of her hand longer before I pulled away and have a last look on her face "I-I have to leave again..I know I'll regret my decision for the rest of my life but for you I can do everything" I carefully planted a quick kiss on her lips and hesitatingly walked towards the window.    I felt my footsteps brought me to a place with a lake. This spot is secluded. I sat on the grass watching the calm water flowing in the lake in front of me. I threw pebbles on the
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jinkistagram
#1
Chapter 40: when will you update the next part? T^T
jinkistagram
#2
Chapter 39: why dont you update the next chapter?:")
Ink_Porter
#3
Chapter 40: oooh I really miss your story author-nim, please update, don't hanging us hehehehe
Se-ril
#4
Chapter 40: Still waiting for an update. :)
ondubu #5
Chapter 40: lol i like jealous sica xD also i didnt know you wrote 'stuck between two players' lol i love your storylines! keep writing. :)
suyuyuyu #6
Chapter 40: awww finally!! I really 10000x miss your story author-nim.. xoxo
megameeba
#7
Chapter 40: Ohhh~ you're back!! I missed you sooo much, my favourite author <3 <3
Please update quickly!! Cant wait anymoarr
XxSHINee-RoxyxX
#8
Chapter 40: I LOVE THIS STORY! i want you to update like... EVERYDAY!! What about onews illness! HE BETTER NOT DIE!! ~ >.<

Thank you so much for the long update! HWAITING! ϵ( 'Θ' )϶