Hidden feelings

I Should Go
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I'm back with another chapter! I think for awhile before I post it so I hope you like this much-awaited chapter..I know there are a lot of questions unanswered after this but it will be reveal in the upcoming chapters.. Comment, Subscribe, and UPVOTE Jessica's POV     I'm waiting for him at my unit because he said he's going to pick me up. I'm really excited for today and my sister kept on teasing me about Onew. When I've heard my doorbell rang I quickly went at the front door to open it.   "Sica" he greeted me and I led him to my living room.   "So where will we be going?"I grinned at him.   "We're going to eat dinner outside"he let out a smile "the rest I'm still thinking about it"he put my hoodie on and held my hand.   "Unnie"she smiled at me teasingly.   "Krystal Stay here inside the unit..you can't go outside"   She ignored me"Hello Oppa! Enjoy your date with Unnie" she let out a big smile at Onew.   Onew grinned at her.looks like these two are really close now."Yes Krystal and don't go outside like what your Unnie said"   "Yes Oppa" this girl has an attitude she ignored me but she listened to Onew.    "Krystal I cooked dinner for you because I'll be taking your Unnie out Tonight" he handed it to Krystal.   "Thank you Oppa you're nicer than my Unnie..I'll eat this very well"Onew patted her head.   "Yah Onew don't spoil her"I pinched Onew's hand because he's holding my hand. He laughed at me. We bid goodbye to my sister and he volunteered to drive my car. I notice him staring at me once in awhile.   "Ice baby won't be gone"I .   "I know" he laughed.he stopped the car in front of a seafood restaurant  with a nice overlooking the city because it's a bit elevated and the ambiance is dim and romantic.   "Onew make sure the food here is nice and that I can eat peacefully"I elbowed him while his arms are around my shoulders.   "I will let you hit my face if the food here and don't worry I'm with you" As he promised no one recognized me as I hid myself with my hoodie and he ordered a lot of seafoods. I felt his gaze on me.   "Yah why do you keep staring at me?!" I raised my eyebrow but he kept staring at me.   "Is it a crime to appreciate your beauty?!" He chirped with a zealous smile on his face. I blushed with what he said. I threw my crumpled tissue on him and lightly rolled my eyes.   Finally our food is here and my mouth watered by the sight of the seafoods placed on our table. We started to eat but I have a hard time eating the crab. I pouted when I can't eat very well so I decided to eat prawns instead.   "Here Jessica take my plate" he handed me his plate full of seafoods and ready to eat including the crab meat.I shook my head because I know he had a hard time getting the crab meat inside the crab. He abruptly placed his plate and exchanged with mine.   "Eat it Sica"he grinned at me"I'm your date so I should do these things for you"he became shy after he said that he bowed his head to focus on his food but his ears are visible and it's all red.   I felt my heartbeat getting faster as I gaze at him. I felt contented just by looking at him.    I'm confused with my own feelings because I feel that I like him more than a friend but less than a lover I am between that thin line now I'm in great dilemma if I should take a step forward or If I should take a step backward.   Onew's POV     At first She got the best of my curiosity  that's why I wanted to get closer to her. I wanted to make her happy maybe it's one of God's reason why he let us met in the first place, to make Jessica Jung Happy and filled the big hole in her heart. I already know now the answer to my question.   "Sica"I fondly called her and my heart flutters as she smiled sweetly at me. I wonder if I'm only the guy she gave that smile.I do hope it's only me.   I pointed her the small stage at the center of the restaurant. It's kinda dim here.she furrowed her brows. I wanted to sing in front a lot of people. it's one of the things I wanted to experience.   "Don't be ashamed of me after I sing there"Her eyes widen and she almost spit out the juice she was drinking.   "Are you in your right mind right now Onew?" She slapped my arm. And I let out a chuckle with her reaction.   I rose up from my seat and looked back at her she couldn't believe what I just said. I talked to a staff If I can use it and they agreed right away. My hands are sweating right now as I stood at the mini stage.   I cleared my throat "Good Evening! This is one of things I wanted to do.."I smiled at her and continued to speak "to sing in front a lot of people including an important person in my life" I stared right through her eyes at the start of my song but I closed my eyes my eyes later on afraid that I won't be able to hold myself back and won't be able to finish my song.   I stand still and close my eyes but I keep thinking of you You are like a floating cloud to me   I really don't know how this thing happened I just found myself looking at her in a different light. I can't stop myself from thinking about her and I felt like I'm dreaming every time I'm with her.   Is the word Love still not enough for you? Is my heart too dangerous? You have become my everything   If there's a thing higher than love. I think that's what I felt for her. I'm afraid that I'm just going to hurt her in the end. I want to protect her even from myself. It all started with my saddest day, the day that I met her since then she became my everything   Walking on the same path, dreaming the same dream I’m secretly imagining these things all by myself I’m like a sleeping lover who is next to you You and I – baby I love you   I alway
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jinkistagram
#1
Chapter 40: when will you update the next part? T^T
jinkistagram
#2
Chapter 39: why dont you update the next chapter?:")
Ink_Porter
#3
Chapter 40: oooh I really miss your story author-nim, please update, don't hanging us hehehehe
Se-ril
#4
Chapter 40: Still waiting for an update. :)
ondubu #5
Chapter 40: lol i like jealous sica xD also i didnt know you wrote 'stuck between two players' lol i love your storylines! keep writing. :)
suyuyuyu #6
Chapter 40: awww finally!! I really 10000x miss your story author-nim.. xoxo
megameeba
#7
Chapter 40: Ohhh~ you're back!! I missed you sooo much, my favourite author <3 <3
Please update quickly!! Cant wait anymoarr
XxSHINee-RoxyxX
#8
Chapter 40: I LOVE THIS STORY! i want you to update like... EVERYDAY!! What about onews illness! HE BETTER NOT DIE!! ~ >.<

Thank you so much for the long update! HWAITING! ϵ( 'Θ' )϶