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I Should Go
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    Jessica's POV     I learned from Yoona that Onew already went to school. I asked her help if he could set up a meeting for the both of us. I can't wait to see him I wonder what would his reaction would be If I confessed to him. My lips is about to rip because I smiled too much thinking that our feelings for each other is mutual.   "What should I wear?" I looked at my clothes in my bed. I finally picked a dress where I would look my best. I wore a light make-up and looked my reflection in the mirror satisfied with myself.   I picked a place where we can both have our privacy and has a peaceful ambiance. I suddenly felt nervous when I'm already here. I looked around the place a bit elevated full of luscious trees and never-ending grasses and there's also an over-looking to the city.   "It's perfect" I admired the surrounding around me. I silently prayed that he's not mad anymore. I nervously strode towards his direction.   "I missed him" My face lit up when I saw his familiar back standing his back facing me. I clutched the bracelet he gave me as a source of my strength. I silently skipped towards his back and poked his shoulder.   He looked over his shoulder but his smile fades away right away "Jessica?" I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him.   "I thought It was Yoona I would meet here" he's wearing a confused look. I was hurt but I tried to hide it. I asked Yoona's help so I think she resorted to this kind of idea.   "Onew where have you been?" I pulled away from him looking at his face that I missed so much.   "Somewhere..to clear my mind off" he stared at me blankly.   "Are you still mad at me Onew?" I held his hand and squeezed it.   I saw a hint of anger passed through his eyes momentarily "I want to go home Jessica" he said in a much disinterest tone.   "Please stay for awhile" I pleaded him with my eyes."Are you still mad at me?"   He shook his head. "Let's forget about that anymore"   I touched his cheek "I'm sorry I broke my promise to you I never thought you would be hurt so much" I said to him softly.   He took my hand off his cheek and put my hand down "I should not make a fuss about useless things so I'm sorry" I felt a sting in my heart.useless? Things connected with me is useless. I think he's not in the mood tonight.   "Onew does things that concern me is useless?" I said with a tinge of sadness on my voice.   His eyes softened all of a sudden "No" he sighed "I just thought that I should support you with anything you like to do even if it means dating the guy who hurt you so much in the past..as a friend I should support you" here goes that word friend I'm starting to hate that word. I felt that I'm facing a different Onew.   "What do you mean Onew?"   "You can date him again..I won't be mad In the first place I should not be" he nodded his head while letting a faint smile.   I furrowed my eyebrows at him. I thought he like me then why would he let me date Taecyeon again. I think I should start to clear things.   I shook my head "Onew I have a lot of things to say to you" he nodded his head "let me hug you Onew you can't imagine how much I missed you" I buried my face on his neck while hugging onto him tightly he stood there tapping my back I'm a bit disappointed because I want him to hug me tight.    "Jessica" he held my shoulders and pulled me away from him "I've been thinking about this for awhile so tonight that you're here.. I want to end our contract" he seriously said and get a paper from his back pocket and tore it into half in front of me and placed it on his pocket again.   "You're now free Jessica..You don't have the responsibility to be with me all the time.. I don't think I deserve to be your friend anymore..I felt that I'm the one holding you back from doing what you like because you're burden with that promise and for that I apologize" he squeezed my arms and I blinked my eyes trying to decipher what he said.   "Onew don't think that way..Don't feel guilty and I still want you in my life" I touched his cheeks with my hands.   "Jessica I left you that night..I should have listen to you but instead I left you..I'm horrible" I can saw a glimpse of hurt in his eyes.   "People do commit mistake Onew and the both of us are no exception..I would still be here with or without contract" I stared right through his eyes.   I want him in my life not as a
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jinkistagram
#1
Chapter 40: when will you update the next part? T^T
jinkistagram
#2
Chapter 39: why dont you update the next chapter?:")
Ink_Porter
#3
Chapter 40: oooh I really miss your story author-nim, please update, don't hanging us hehehehe
Se-ril
#4
Chapter 40: Still waiting for an update. :)
ondubu #5
Chapter 40: lol i like jealous sica xD also i didnt know you wrote 'stuck between two players' lol i love your storylines! keep writing. :)
suyuyuyu #6
Chapter 40: awww finally!! I really 10000x miss your story author-nim.. xoxo
megameeba
#7
Chapter 40: Ohhh~ you're back!! I missed you sooo much, my favourite author <3 <3
Please update quickly!! Cant wait anymoarr
XxSHINee-RoxyxX
#8
Chapter 40: I LOVE THIS STORY! i want you to update like... EVERYDAY!! What about onews illness! HE BETTER NOT DIE!! ~ >.<

Thank you so much for the long update! HWAITING! ϵ( 'Θ' )϶