Chapter 9

Nothing is same anymore!

 

 

Jaejoong POV

 

 

“Is that true, Yunho?!” I jump happily in my room. “Yes, I’m not lying baby. Changmin had been agreed to come together this

weekend!” He answered me happily. I can imagined he was nodded his head happily. I can’t believe this! “What should I do, Yunho?!” I

was so excited. I can’t control my feeling. “Slow down, Jae! You are freaking me out!” He laughed at me over the phone. “Yah! Don’t

laugh!” I snapped at him. “Just tell me, what he did he like to eat? Did he’s favourite still like before?!” I asked him eagerly. “Baby, you

know him right? He will eat anything.” Yunho tried to calm me down. “Sure, but what if he didn’t like it? He will hate me!” I said. “Jae,

don’t worry. Just think that everything is like before. What did he like? What did he hate? You still remembered that, right?” He asked

making me sighed.

 

 

“Of course I did! But, what if he had changed and everything is not same anymore?” I said. This is the thing that makes me worried the

most! People can change. “Yes, he had changed! He had changed to be a better person! He is more mature and considerate. He was

so nice.” Yunho said. “Stop praising him.” I stop him. I was jealous. “What’s wrong baby?!” He asked me jokingly even though he knew

so well. I choose to be silent. “So, my baby was jealous!” He laughed a bit. “I’m not jealous!” I snapped at him. “Then, what?” He asked

making me clueless. “Why didn’t you answer me?” He keeps teasing me. “What did you like about me?” I was asking so suddenly. I

want to hear him praising me.

 

 

He keeps silent for a while. “I love it when you are jealous, you are so cute!” He said. “Yah, be serious!” I shouted at him making him

burst out. “Everything Jae! I love everything about you, Jae!” He said making me embarrassing so hard. My heart was beating so fast.

“Then, tell me. What is it?” I asked him. “Your eyes, I love it when you staring at me. They were so beautiful and can make me forget all

my problems!” He said making me smiled. “Your lip! It was so seducing. I feel like I just want to devour it all the time. It’s can make me

gone insane!” He said. “Then, your smooth skin…it’s feel so nice against me skin. Against my lip. Against my tongue.” He continued.

“Yunho stop!” I said. I know so well where this conversation will lead us. “What’s wrong?” He teased again. “I was sleepy. Good night, I

love you!” With that, I quickly turn off the phone. I can’t let his manipulate me! Stupid lover!

 

 

I land my on the couch and lean against it. Honestly, I was so scared! What will Changmin react when he meet me? We both love

the same person. I know it must be hard for him because Yunho choose me. He must thinking that he deserves Yunho more than me.

I’m sorry Changmin. You are my brother that I had loved so much but I can give Yunho to you. Yunho means everything to me. I can’t

live without him. I let out a heavy sigh and close my eye. “Please, I hope everything will be okay.” I plead.

 



 

 

 

Today is the day! The day we will meet Changmin again. I can see the anxious look in Yoochun and Junsu eyes. They must be

worried. I hold their hand and smile at them. “Everything will gonna be okay.” I said. Yoochun and Junsu squeeze my hand and smile.

“Thank you, hyung.” They nodded his head. There of us was jolting a bit when suddenly my doorbell is ringing. I look at them and

smile. I take a deep breath and walk to the door. Slowly, I open the door. There were they! Yunho and Changmin. “Hi!” Yunho was

smiling happily. I was speechless and clueless. What should I said? Changmin is looking at me.

 

 

“Hyung!” He greeted me making me almost break down. I can’t hold my tears anymore. “Changmin –ah…” my lip was tremble. I can’t

believe this! He was in front of me, I can hear his voice clearly. He was calling me hyung. “Hyung, don’t cry!” He said. “I’m sorry. I’m

shouldn’t cry. Please come in.” I turn around and move aside, wiping away my tears. Yunho walk toward me and pulls me into his

embrace. “Don’t cry, baby!” He whispered and kiss my head. I nodded my head silently against his chest. Then, I look up. I can see

Junsu and Yoochun was crying. I can see they were hugging Changmin so tightly. I smile against Yunho shoulder. Suddenly,

Changmin spotted me and look at me. His eyes were staring at me. I don’t know why but I feel scared. There’s another thing in his

eyes. He was staring at me and how Yunho embracing me. But then, he put a smile. “Maybe I was just imagined a thing.” I smiled at

him.

 

 

“Is that delicious, Changmin? You like it?” I asked him nervously. “Sure! You are really great chef!” He continued eating making me feel

so relieved. Yunho glance at me and smile wider. He was holding my left hand under the dining table and squeezing it gently. I smiled

back at him. “So, what do you usually eat at home?” Junsu asked Changmin. He was smiling for the whole time. “Junsu hyung, I can

cook.” He answered. “Really Changmin?!” Both Yoochun and Junsu look shocked. “Sure, I had to learn cook because of Yunho

hyung!” Changmin said. “Yunho hyung always wake up late so I had to make him breakfast. He didn’t know how to cook even it just a

toaster. It’s all burned!” He continued making Yunho burst out.  “Changmin –ah, you are over react it.” Yunho was defending himself.

 

 

“No! Believe me Junsu hyung and Yoochun hyung!” Changmin said. “We all believe you, Changmin.” Yoochun and Junsu said. “Yunho

always skipped his meal even for a lunch or dinner. He always needs me to alert him!” Changmin continue. Need me?! It’s sound bitter

to me. Why I must feel like this toward Changmin? He didn’t mean anything. “But, Changmin cooks are very delicious! I love all of

them!” Yunho interrupt. I can see how much he is comfortable with Changmin. “Yah, Kim Jaejoong! You shouldn’t feel like that!” I tried

to ease my feeling. “Changmin –ah, you are really great now.” Yoochun praise him. “Yoochun hyung, you are making me flustered.” He

said making all of us burst out laugh.

 

 

“I’m so full.” Junsu whined as he caresses his stomach. “Okay, all of you please move to living room. I want to tidy all of these.” I said.

Without any protest, Junsu, Yoochun and Junsu walk away to the living room making me smile. All of them are never had changed,

they only think about eating. “Let me help you.” Yunho offered his help. “It’s okay, Yunho. I know you. You are just keep breaking the

glass and plate.” I joke and bring the used dishes to the sink. “Baby, I can do it!” He pleads at me. He looks so cute. “Okay, just help

me tidy up the whole things on the table!” I said and walk to the kitchen leaving him alone.

 

 

I moved to the sink with all the used plates and put them in the sink. Then, I turn on the tap water and pour the soap. I begin my work,

cleaning all the dishes. Suddenly, I feel someone wrapping my waist from back. “Yunho.” I knew it so well. “I miss you.” He whispered

against my nape. “Hey, I miss you too. But, I’m currently working Yunho.” I said. “Leave all of them for a while. They can wait.” He kiss

my nape sending shiver to my body like an electric shock. “Yunho, stop.” I plead. “No, you haven’t kiss me yet.” He said and turns off

the tap water. “Yunho, I haven’t washing my hand yet!” I said but he already turns my body around, facing him. His eyes tell me

everything. “They are here.” I whispered slowly. “It’s okay. They are in living room. Nobody will see us.” With that, he already lifts me

up. Immediately, I wrapping both of my leg around his waist and hold him tightly.

 

 

With just a few inches between us, he stares at me and let out a snarky smile. “Be quick before they notice us!” I said. He instantly

captures my lip and kissing it passionately. I respond his kiss and hold onto his body tightly. But, it went longer than I had thought. He

carried me away and put me on the counter, keeps kissing me endlessly. Oh gosh, this wrong. What if they saw us, especially

Changmin? Suddenly, I felt his hand reaching to my lower region. “Yunho…” I pulled away but he captures my lip again, prevent me

from saying anything. His hand is already caressing my inner thighs nearly my private part, making my heart beating so hard. Then, he

begins grinding his body against me. He was hard! This is dangerous. “Jae, please…” He pleads making me almost lose my control.

But then, my eyes spot him! Changmin! He was staring at us.

 

 

“Changmin!” Instantly, I push Yunho harshly and quickly fixed up my messy hair. Yunho looks stuttered. I look at zip. It was opened.

How did he manage to open his zip? “Yunho!” I jump out from the counter and immediately went to Yunho. Nudging him to close his zip.

Luckily, he was fast. “Did I interrupt something?” Changmin asked us emotionless. I really can’t read what is in his mind. “Nothing!

Nothing!” I put a smile, pretend to act normal. “Changmin –ah, when did you come here?” Yunho looked anxious. “Just now. But, I

guess I came at the wrong time.” He said and looks at me, making me nervous. I hate his looks. “No Changmin. Did you need

anything?” I asked him nicely.

 

 

“I was thinking about helping you.” He said. “It’s okay, Changmin –ah. I can do it by myself!” I said. “It’s good you come here Changmin! 

Jaejoong hyung sure need your help!” Yunho interrupt us happily making me gasp. What he is thinking?! I look at him confused. “Both

are you sure will have a happily time together.” He winked at me and walks away leaving just only me and Changmin. I know Yunho’s

intention. He is thinking about making me closer with Changmin again. But, this is awkward! 

 

 

 

 

 

Hi everyone! so how is it? please be waiting for the dramatic coversation between Changmin and Jaejoong ~~~

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jaelicious
#1
i am yunjae shipper.just go with changmin's plan..
make it angsty..
PurpleCherry
#2
Chapter 10: I completely understand where Changmin is coming from; however, I do think that he is handling things the wrong way, not that I'm saying it should stop, because it is very realistic. In certain situations, people might do things a little more drastically than they should, but they do not realize at the time because they are driven by their emotions, raw emotion is powerful.

I think this is very realistic. And good too! :D
This makes me feel sad, though, Changmin in all of this despair. I feel for him. I feel for Yunho too, because he is in a position of choosing if this keeps up. Is YunJae the main couple of this fic? Will their ever be HoMin? Also, are Yoochun and Junsu together?

Nice story! Update soon, please :D
Alice-tvxq #3
Chapter 10: Go easy on yunjae ok ; LOVE IT .Waiting for your next update .
yanran
#4
Chapter 10: Changmin.. Max changmin our lord voldermin.. He.. Really a maknae..
=_=
YJsoNenie
#5
Chapter 8: omg chang minnie...you're evil. voldemin.
yanran
#6
Chapter 8: Changmin-ah... Don't minnie..do you know? because in your hearts them too valuable, that why when you be left behind, felt betrayed you became really hate, but actually you still love them. Realize that changmin ah.. Our baby maknae TT__TT


Author thanks for update
Chihana #7
Chapter 7: You are so good at describing their feelings, especially Changmin. I really feel bad for him. Also the confused and mixed up feelings Y and JJ are experiencing seem so real. Very good job with this. Please keep writing. Your english will improve the more you use it.
yanran
#8
Chapter 7: This just me? Why i feel minnie love just like brother love? Or may be brother complex
sinsin0501 #9
Chapter 7: I love yunjae