Jae POV

It’s been a few weeks since that night. I had been ignoring his calls and messages since then. But, he never give up. Always leaving

me a romantic voice mail and lovely messages, since when he did become so romantic? I couldn’t deny it but truly he almost melting

my heart. He really want to prove to me that he really love me. Should I believe in him? I don’t want it to happen again. I don’t want to

feel the pain once again. It’s hurt so much. He is currently busy with his world tour and frequently going to overseas. But, he never

forgets to leave me a voice mail and messages. Tell me how much he miss me, how much he love me! Always find a time just to say

good morning and good night! This is so cute and beautiful. It always be my dream. Feel like before.

Suddenly, my phone is ringing shocking me. It’s must be him! I grab the phone and keep staring at his name on my screen. Then, I

heard his voice after the ‘toot’ sound. “Hi baby!” He greet me cheerfully. I couldn’t help but smile. I like this feel. “Did you already eat

your breakfast?” He asked so concern about my health. “I’m currently in Thailand.” He said. I know, stupid! I couldn’t help but continue

stalked his schedule. Where did he go? With whom? By the way, I’m still his lover. “It’s one of your favourite places. You love elephant,

right? Do you want me to buy you an elephant doll?” He said making me almost burst out laughter. Why he is so funny? But, he is so

warm. He still remembers my favourite. “Okay baby, I should go now. If you want something, just message or call me. Take care of your

health, I love you!” With that, he hang up the phone.

My lip curved a big smile when he said he love me. Even though, I had been heard that almost hundred times but it always feel special

whenever he said it. Who is he? What power he has? How he manage to make me smile just hearing his voice? Did he use any spell

on me? I’m totally weak under his spell. No, this is only Jung Yunho. My lover for almost five years. The person that I had loved for my

whole heart. I still remembered that day, the day I confessed to him. Yes, I am the one who confessed! He is too dumb and slow.

“ Jae!” He called me but I ignored him. I was mad, totally mad. “ Jae!!” He was rushing, following my fast steps. I walked faster and

heading to my room, close the door with a bam! He sighed and looked at Yoochun, Junsu and Changmin. Three of them just shook

their head, smiling snarky. I leaned my body against the door and clenched my fist tightly. I was very mad. I think I can go crazy right

now! He is so stupid! That woman clearly had a crush on him but he still treat her so nice. He was interested of reply her feeling. He is

such a playboy and Casanova. “ Argh!!” I stomp my feet on the floor and bounce on the bed. Yes, you can say I am jealous right now.

But, who am I to be mad at him? He’s not my lover and he have right to date any girl he want. He was just my leader. Yes, maybe that’s

why I care so much! He should take a great care of our group image. Yeah, maybe I was mad about that?

Then, I heard someone knocking my door. It must be him. Aish, what should I do? It must be embarrassing if I said I was jealous

because of that woman. He continues knocking on my door, making me feel so nervous. I should pretend to be sleeping. Yeah, I

should. Quickly, I pulled my blanket covering my body and close my eyes. “Jae, I know you are not sleeping. Just open this door,

please!” He said suddenly. “Aish!!” I whined and push away my blanket. He knows me so well. We are so close, so close! He knows me

so well so did I. Slowly, I walked to the door. Taking a deep breath, I opened the door. He just wears a black tank top and short pants,

showing his muscle everywhere. I couldn’t help but still blushing even though I had been seeing it every day. He was so close to me.

“What’s with that?” He folded his arm against his chest. His biceps! “What?” I pretend that I don’t know. He raised one of his eyebrows

at me. I looked away. “Nothing!” I said and tried to close the door but he holds it fast. “We are not finish!” He stares at me. I sighed and

walked to my bed. He closed the door and followed me. Siting on my bed, I take my elephant doll and hold it tightly. “Don’t pout!” He

suddenly said. “I don’t!” I snapped. “You are doing it again!” He said.  Yah, go to sleep!” I throw the elephant doll to his face and

quickly laying on my bed. Pulling the blanket to cover my whole body. Stupid! He is so stupid! Making me flustered so hard.

I heard his footsteps. He was coming to me and pulling my blanket but I hold it tightly. He can’t see my face right now. Suddenly, I

didn’t realise how he did it but my blanket already fall down from my bed with him above me. My heart beating so fast like it’s gonna

jump out from my chest. “What is it?” He looked at me with just a few inches distance between us. I looked away from his eyes. “You

and that woman…” I said hardly. “Why?” He asked making me feel like I couldn’t breathe anymore. “You are flirting with him!” I push

him away but he was so strong, didn’t move even an inch. “So what?” His lip curved a snarky smile. I hate it. “You should take care of

our group image. You are the leader!” I lied. He keeps silent for a while, making me feel so nervous. “Just that?” He stares deeply into

my eyes. I was speechless with his reaction. I bet he will give a reason and explanation like always.

“Is that the only think you are mad for?” He asked and leaning forward. What is this? Suddenly, he laid his head against my chest.

“Your heart is beating so fast! What’s wrong? You are lying something.” He said. Yunho, stop this! I couldn’t hold it anymore. I’m going

to die. I was frozen under him. “Jae, I’m asking you.” He said. My body involuntary push him making him laying beside me. “I’m sleepy!

Go back to your room!” I turn my body leaving my back facing him. Then, his hand suddenly moving and wrapping my tiny waist. Pulling

me into his embrace. “Yunho, stop this!” I barely pleaded. This is so crazy. “Why? You still didn’t answer me.” He whispered against my

nape. His hot breath against my skin. Seriously, my body was tremble. I don’t know this feeling. I was scared.

“Answer me!” He turns my body to face me harshly. I was speechless under his stare. “What is it?” He asked again. I don’t know why

but my tears suddenly fall from my eyes. He looked shocked. “I don’t know.” I said. “I was scared of this feeling. I couldn’t control it

anymore. My heart…it’s beating so fast when you are with me. I always want to be with you. I feel safe. I feel happy. I couldn’t want

more. I just want you.” He looked speechless with my words. “You are with her. I feel mad, so mad! You should look at me! Only talk to

me! I don’t know when I become this selfish about you! What should I do, Yunho?” I pleaded at him. He curved a warm smile and wipes

my tears with his thumb. “Sssshh...I’m so happy, Jae! So happy!” He whispered. “Why?” I feel confused.

“Did you love me?” He stares deeply into my eyes making me froze. “Love?” I asked back. Suddenly, all Yoochun’s words flashing out

in my mind. He nodded his head. “If this is love, yes I am in love with you Yunho!” I finally said it. So, Yoochun was right. I love Yunho.

“Did you love me?” I asked nervously. Without I realise, he was already kissing me passionately. My lip moving on its own, respond to

his kiss. Our lip move perfectly together. I clenched on his top tightly. Is this heaven? Then, he pulled away slowly. Leaving me panting,

searching for air to breath. He stares at my swollen lip and pecks it gently. “Is this answer your question?” He smiled. I smiled and

nodded my head. Yes, he loves me too!

“Yunho –ah…” I whispered against his chest. “What is it?” He kiss my hair. “I love you.”        I said and buried my face against his

chest. I had been addicted to say those words again and again. “Yes baby, I know it. I love you too!” He tightens his hug against my

body. “Since when?” Suddenly, I feel eager to know. “Since forever!” He laughed. “ Yah, be serious!” I pinched his arm. “Okay, okay!”

He nodded his head quickly. I smiled, he is too cute. “Since Rain hyung introduce you to me as a TVXQ’s member.” He said shocking

me. It’s almost 4 years! “Are you serious?” I looked at his face. “Yes!” He pecked my forehead. “ I don’t realise it but then, I know it’s

love at the first sight!” He said making me smiling widely. “You should tell me earlier.” I said. “I can’t! It’s too embarrassing.” He said. I let

out a small laugh. God, thank you! Thank you so much for giving me this beautiful feeling and a perfect man!

The sound of doorbell ringing shocking me, wake me up from my dream. Aish, who is that? How dare he disturb my dream? I walked to

the door and opening it. “Hyung!” Junsu was throwing his body at me. Luckily, I was faster and hug his body. “Junsu? Yoochun?” I was

still shocked. “ Sorry, we didn’t call you first!” Yoochun smiled at me. “It’s okay! Come in!” I said and move aside for them to enter.

Then, I closed the door. “Hyung, it’s been a long time. Your house is so neat and tidy!” Junsu praised me. “Of course!” I smiled at him.

“Please have a sit, I will go and make a drink.” I excuse myself and went to the kitchen, prepares for drink and foods. The presence of

Yoochun and Junsu at my house this morning really shocking me. I thought they were busy with their work. “Hyung!” Then, I felt

someone tapped my shoulder. “ Yoochun –ah!” I turn around and put a smile. He know me so well.

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